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I Am Not Good At Writing Consistently Anymore (A Vent Post)

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I have a lot to say and I need to get it out of my head. 

I have a lot of plans for what I want to do with my account on this website. I want to post blogs and have awesome talks with the community and have this be where it was months ago. But then life happened. I got a job and that stole lots of my time. And I would come home and know I should write and work on my game, but I just was too exhasuted. But I figured it would get better, and played another hour of whatever game I was playing at the time. And then school came back. And I still told myself I'd write on the weekend or something, but I didn't. I'd sit down to write and nothing would come out, and I'd click onto Steam, swearing it'll only be five minutes, and then oh fuck there goes the night time for work. Try again next time. And then, it got to the point where I wasn't working on my game anymore. And I'm bummed that both that and writing here got away from me. They're my passions and I don't know why I can't just fucking write but I start and then hate what I'm writing and think maybe I need a break and then that break becomes not writing for a week and forgetting about it. It sucks. It makes me feel so shitty, because I end up only posting excuses on why I'm not posting, and it bums me the fuck out. So, I'm sorry. I am only writing this because I know I will actually be writing and posting and working on my game this week, because I have been. I have been working and I'm back in the good mindset I need to be in to create and write and be social and all that. But I just hope you guys can take me back in, because I know I've been gone for way too fucking long. I'm sorry my motivation is shit and that I need to figure out ways to stay like this. 

Another thing I would like to ask for is advice, and I'm not expecting it or anything because I probably don't deserve it. But, where do I go from here? What path should I take? I don't know. I love this website, and being a part of it makes so insanely happy, and I hope that I will become super active so that I can be happy. Thanks for reading this, I know it's probably all over the place and poorly written, but I just really needed to get it out. I couldn't make any progress without getting all this crap out of my head. And I'll be here more, for real. 

- thanks for reading my thing


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About the navi is a lieone of us since 3:19 PM on 02.19.2017

Hi! I'm an aspiring game designer. My interests include video games,space and science, math, comp. sci., comic books,film, music, and coffee.
She/Her
Discord: europaisthebestmoon
Twitter: @themenageriept3
Steam: thetruthisinthegoo42
Battle.Net: VulcanHero #1254

A Big Ol' List of my Favorite Video Games
Fallout New Vegas
Persona 4
Doom
Legend of Zelda: Link to the Past
FTL
Dark Souls
Mega Man 2
Binding Of Isaac Rebirth
Pokemon Gold
Dark Souls
Skullgirls
RE:4
Spelunky
Portal
Kerbal Space Program
Earthbound
Blazblue Calamity Trigger
Silent Hill 2
Undertale
Shovel Knight
Bloodborne
Overwatch
Braid
Fez
F.E.A.R
dys4ia
Depression Quest
Hotline Miami
Guilty Gear
Super Meat Boy
MGS3:Snake Eater
Marvel Vs. Capcom 2
Castlevania: Symphony Of the Night
Tekken 4
SSB4
Super Metroid
Animal Crossing New Leaf
Super Mario 64
Starcraft 2
Bayonetta

Favorite Graphic Novels/Comic Book Series/Manga
The Dark Knight Returns by Frank Miller
All Star Superman by Grant Morrison and Frank Quietly
Watchmen By Alan Moore and Dave Gibbons
New X Men by Grant Morrison
American Elf by James Kochalka
Jack Kirby's Fantastic Four
Life in Hell by Matt Groening
Astonishing X Men by Joss Whedon and John Cassaday
Bone by Jeff Smith
Hey Wait By Jason
Marvel Comics Presents by Various
Ghost World by Daniel Clowes

Favorite Films/ TV Series
Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World
Star Trek The Next Generation
2001 A Space Odyssey
Alien
Evil Dead 2
Shaun of the Dead
Brazil
Carrie
The Thing (1982)
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Rushmore
Empire Strikes Back
Halloween (1978)
Citizen Kane
Clerks
Wrong Cops
Whedon's Much Ado About Nothing
Gravity Falls
Rick and Morty
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
The Boondocks
Bojack Horseman
The Simpsons
Bob's Burgers
Louie
Twin Peaks
It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia


Favorite Anime
FLCL
Cowboy Bebop
Samurai Champloo
Cromartie High School
Evangelion
Berserk '97
Madoka Magica
Your Lie In April
Senyu
Steins;Gate
Golden Boy
Ranma 1/2
Midori Days
Wolf Children
Princess Monoke
Akira
Ghost In The Shell
Millennium Actress
Paprika
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

Favorite Books
Cosmos By Carl Sagan
A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking
The Stranger by Albert Camus
The Life and Death of Socrates by Plato
Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
Dune by Frank Herbert
To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
The Hobbit by J R R Tolkien
Wheel of Time Series by Robert Jordan
Walden by Henry David Thoreau
Poetry by E. E. Cummins
Poetry by Robert Frost
Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemmingway
Dubliners by James Joyce


Favorite Bands/Musicans
They Might Be Giants
Run the Jewels
The Mountain Goats
Death Grips
Frank Zappa/Captain Beefheart
Aesop Rock
Starbomb/Ninja Sex Party
Hella
Mf Doom
The Smashing Pumpkins
Reggie Watts
Animal Collective
Gorrilaz
Slayer
Tyler the Creator
Lemon Demon
LCD Soundsystem
My Chemical Romance
Wu Tang Clan
Dethklok
Slime Girls
Modest Mouse
Mos Def
Das Racist
David Bowie
Nails
Atmosphere
Anamanaguchi
Ben Folds
Childish Gambino