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Just minor life updates. I've been feeling really depressed lately, even though the 12th of Feb was me and my girlfriend's 18 year anniversary. I'm still taking a break from music, but I may start up again so I don't lose momentum. Hope things are well.


In regards to my previous Qpost, I get a thing I call Post Album Release Depression. Where for some reason, I feel really sad and depressed after releasing an album. I feel worthless, like there's no point to my existence. It goes away after a while.


Songs for Gamers DLC Pack 03 has been released. There probably won't be a blog post. This and a couple tweets are all I'm going to post to promote it. Taking a break from music.


Brawl in the Moonlight (InquisitiveRavenclaw) (2018) - Really enjoyed making this one. Sounds like an epic (final?) boss battle :) I'm happy with how this album is turning out. So many new styles of music to write in ^^


I'm popping in to check to see if anyone would be interested in having a song written for them. I'd need about 10 people in order for the project to become a reality. If you're not familiar with me, I've done this quite a few times already :p Let me know.


Peace Once More (Rasori) (2018) - Piece of music I wrote for Rasori for Songs for Gamers DLC Pack 03. I think it sounds like a wonderful, peaceful village theme. I believe I have 6 more themes to work on for this album.


Spirit Ablaze with Rivalry (Cedi) (2018) - Awesome song I wrote :p While I'm not currently accepting new requests, the way I feel, there could be a DLC Pack 04, which means requests will open up in a few weeks when I'm finished with this batch of songs ^^


Industrial Mill Zone (SrChurros) (2018) - A new song for Songs for Gamers. I might have to hold off on taking new requests until I handle the ones I got. If you sent a request before this qpost, I most definitely got it. You can msg me to be sure ^^


Pie in the Sky (triggerpigking) (2018) - This one was a lot of fun to compose. I'm still looking for about 4 more people at least for the album if anyone (and I mean anyone, you don't have to know me) is interested in a song.


B.O.N.E.R. ~Mr Andy Dixon~ (2014) - Remake of the 2011 classic "Battle on Nostromo, Exit Ripley" :p Question, if you don't already, have you considered subbing to my Youtube channel? I don't monetize videos.


Explosion (2017) [VGM] - Song from Raptor Lancer. I'm thinking about a potential Songs for Gamers album where I take song requests from 10-30 people. Would anyone be interested? I'm not sure if I'll be able to follow through, though. I'll try. ^^


Alpha (2012) [Electronic] : This is an updated version of an older song, from the album From Alpha to Omega. My plan was to rework all 24 songs, but I only finished 3 of them.


Controlled Chaos (2018) - The first new song of the year. I'm trying some things out, working on another concept album. This one is based on "Madness". Expect (or don't :p) a lot of tempo/key/meter changes in the upcoming pieces of music ^^


Well, seeing as how I didn't play too many games this year. My best (and technically worst) game of the year is Nier Automata. I'm joking about the worst thing, it's an amazing game that tore into me like no other game. Here's a new song! Side Step


I finally got around to putting my album "Spectrum" on Spotify. I don't know how to link to that stuff successfully, so if you're interested, search for Alphadeus and it should be the first album. Happy new year soon! :)


I released a new album Ad Lib - Vol. 4, Part 2 today. 10 tracks, one of which was written by my brother, Nick Satchell. The album is free to download. One and only Bump.


Happy Berfmas I'm not drunk u youre


Filter (2017) - Hope everyone is doing well and getting ready to (or are already) enjoy the holiday season. ^^ I writes another fun song, trying to get one last album of music out before the end of the month.


Zero Factor (2017) - Pretty fun jam. I'm trying to find my way to writing retrowave/synthwave, but I have a very specific style of writing music :P Holidays are here, money is very low. Any help is appreciated. If not, that's cool too. Enjoy yourselves ^^


Nick Satchell - Rabid Endings (featuring Alphadeus) (2017) - Song written by my brother that I added instruments to. He recorded the piano, and I layered on the other instruments.


GF got PS4 for me thanks to the recent sale. Looking for people to maybe play Overwatch with (I'm a noob, though). ikaruszino is my PSN name. I also have it for PC, but I rarely play FPS on PC since I'm so bad with mouse and keyboard. Take care ^^


Bitstick (2012) - This is an old-ass song, but I figure it might be fun to post and hope people listen to :p It combines nes-style instruments with dance beats and other instruments.


Force of Nature (2017) - Song written for the game Raptor Lancer. Quite a hefty piece, if I do say so myself. I really like how this one came out. I recommend it very much :p


Piano Journal 10-27-2017 : I don't often share these on here, but I thought this one was pretty neat. It's not that long, and it does some neat stuff. Piano Journals are just me goofing off on the piano without any purpose. Stuff just flows out of me.


I can't share a recent pic of me because it'll make people sick, but here's a great picture of when I was young. That's my girlfriend in the picture :) #RememberMeAsIWasToid


I'm thinking about getting a 2nd PS4 so I can play Overwatch with my GF. I'm wondering if maybe anyone needs some music work done that I could get paid for. I'm not looking for handouts, as this is more of a luxury item, but I'd like to work for it.


Herald (2017) - I wrote this song as a tribute to my father's life. I had originally written up a huge blog, but it was a waste of time, so I figure I can at least do what I do best, and share the music. It's pretty much all I'm good for. Enjoy ^^


Power of the Mind (2017) - One of the many awesome tracks written for Raptor Lancer :) I might be making a very personal blog tomorrow, depending on how I feel, and if I can get my words together. Anyone that knows me, knows what it will be about.


About Alphadeusone of us since 4:33 PM on 04.02.2012

I'm just another gamer.