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Thank you for the recent music love directed my way. It really means a lot that there are people that actually enjoy my music, and maybe even listen to it on more than one occasion. I released a new album "Ad Lib Vol. 8, Part 2" link in comments. Free!

 
 
 

Carmina Octingenta (2021): I know I said I wouldn't promote my music anymore, but here's my 800th song. Wonder what the next 800 will sound like. I doubt I'll write that many, or will I? :p



 
 
 

I don't know how anyone can play more than two games at a time :P I can usually split between say, an MMO and a casual game, but I can't do hard games with different types of combat. And if I don't play a game for a day or two, I forget how to play. :(

 
 
 

I'm done sharing my music. I'm not leaving the site, but there's no point to sharing my music if it's not going to be heard or downloaded. I'm spinning my wheels like a fucking car stuck in the snow. If you support my music, feel free to keep doing so.

 
 
 

I feel like the virtual kid that never gets picked for sports teams. I'd like to play Destiny 2 with friends, but either no one is interested, or doesn't play. This isn't new to me, as I have been ignored in almost all of my gaming requests :/

 
 
 

I think this is pretty cool. I made a playlist of all the music I've uploaded to Spotify. 544 songs, over 34 hours of music. I still have 10+ hours to upload :o


 
 
 

My 50th album, Sadness, has been released. Free to download as usual :) I'm really proud of this one, because I tapped into my inner sadness without losing myself in it. I'm still going to get the post album release depression though :( Enjoy! (Bump)




 
 
 

The Riddle of Friend (2021) - 9th song for the album "Sadness". I was going to write a different song, but I wanted to see if I could compose this really difficult piece, based on a dark poem I wrote many years ago. It deals with many issues.



 
 
 

Grown Up, Grown Apart (2021) - Written for the album "Sadness". The idea behind this song is the feeling of getting older, and people drifting apart due to having jobs and families and such. I feel somewhat disconnected from people as time goes by.



 
 
 

We reached our goal for the GoFundMe I posted just yesterday. Thank you all who donated, offered to donate, thought about donating, and shared the link. We're going to get the brakes done as soon as possible (this Saturday). It means so much to me.

 
 
 

Hello. I started a GoFundMe because I need replacement brakes for my car. My girlfriend mostly uses it to get to work. The repair is around $650. Any help is appreciated.

 
 
 

Athazagoraphobia (2021) : The fear of forgetting someone/something, or being forgotten. Both of these describe myself. I don't like forgetting people, and I hope I'm never forgotten. The song itself is pretty cool. Odd time signatures.



 
 
 

The Aftermath (2021): Probably need to spend some more time on this song. It's meant to go through mania, confusion, conflicted emotions, delirium, something to spice up the album that is mostly slow sad music.



 
 
 

He's Gone (2021) - Written for the album "Sadness". A very specific moment in my life, the evening my father died. I can clearly remember the sadness and emptiness I felt, staring at the sky outside of Coney Island Hospital.



 
 
 

Painful Truth (2021): I'm really hoping this album will be special. I'm quite fond of this song and the previous one, but I feel like I need to really dig deep to find the sadness for the rest of the planned songs. I have trouble writing sad music.



 
 
 

Wrapped in Depression (2021) - First song of my potential 50th album, I'm calling it "Sadness", which is sorta a sequel to "Madness" I wrote in 2019. The songs will hopefully focus on the sadder side of my life. We'll see how it goes :)



 
 
 

The short story album idea needs to be put on indefinite hold until I can sort out some personal issues. My 50th album may just be Ad Lib Vol. 8 Part 2 or Chips IV. I apologize, it seems like the stories idea is fated to never be made.

 
 
 

I got my 2nd shot of the pfizer vaccine, and so far, no noticeable side effects. My body seems agreeable with almost all forms of medication. I still plan on doing the stories album, trying to figure out the best angle to treat the album.Will let you know

 
 
 

Alphadeus Cover - The Moon (DuckTales NES) : Someone on a music discord asked for this, and I agreed. It also helps there's a vgm cover comp going on as well :) I really like this song, I hope I didn't totally ruin it for you :p



 
 
 

One of the #BestFightSceneEvertoid 's for me was the fight this music plays for in the Matrix Reloaded (Burly Brawl). The fight was awesome at the time of seeing the movie, but most of all I fucking love this song. It's why I love Orch. + Electronic music



 
 
 

The Brooklyn Night (2021) - Neat track I wrote. I'm going to start working on the Stories idea very soon. Waiting to get my second vaccination, and then I'll see a sleep doctor about why I'm throwing myself out of bed in my sleep. Hope it's not serious.



 
 
 

I'm broke sober, and I'd like to participate in this AMA train, so feel free to ask me anything :) I promise boring answers, probably.

 
 
 
 

This year, some things have been happening more frequently, and there are new things. I talk in my sleep and "punch" the air while sleeping. I've thrown myself out of bed once, and fell out 2 times. REM sleep disorder seems to be the reason.

 
 
 

Battle of the Gods (2021) - Final song for my last album. I am resting for now, but will start work on my 50th album based on this Blog Post. Comment your short story in that post ^^ Thanks.



 
 


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