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The Memory Card .40: In memoriam photo

It is that time again. After twenty weeks of celebrating the most amazing and memorable videogame moments of all time, the second “season” finale of The Memory Card has finally arrived. Not to worry, though: like last time, this feature will be back before you know it.

I have actually known for weeks what videogame moment I was going to use for this particular installment. Since this is the season finale, I wanted to focus on a moment that was extra dramatic and emotional -- one that truly affected me in unexpected ways.

After playing through Lost Odyssey for the Xbox 360, the choice was simple. Based on the amount of tears produced, I can confidently say that this moment is easily one of the saddest and most emotional ever experienced in a videogame.

This is a very recent game, so I beg of you: If you have not played Lost Odyssey and plan on picking it up, please do not continue on. There is an immense spoiler after the jump and I do not want to be the guy who ruins this incredibly moving moment. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

The Set-Up

The best thing I can say about Lost Odyssey is that it feels exactly like a classic Super Nintendo RPG, but with fancy new graphics. As a guy who adores role-playing games from that fine era in gaming, this is the highest compliment and one of the many reasons Lost Odyssey is such a masterpiece.

Lost Odyssey tells the story of Kaim Argonar, an immortal and lieutenant of the Uhran army. Teaming up with a party of allies, Kaim thrives to stop the world-dominating plans of Gongora, Uhra’s evil magic advisor and fellow immortal. Not only does Gongora hope to destroy the world using its magical energy, he is single-handedly responsible for wiping out the memories of Kaim and his immortal companions.

Recovering these memories is the heart Lost Odyssey.

Being an immortal, Kaim has already lived for 1000 years and seen many of his family and friends pass away. Throughout Lost Odyssey, the player is presented with many different flashbacks as Kaim starts to regain some of his lost memories. Some of these are presented as text-filled dreams, but others are told in the traditional way: images and moments flashing on the screen.

One of the most prevalent flashbacks in the beginning of the game is one of Kaim sitting on a dramatic cliffside with his immortal wife Sarah and mortal daughter Lirum.

During the flashback, as if for no reason at all, Lirum stands up, walks away from her parents, and heads toward the edge of the towering cliff.

Once Kaim notices his daughter doing this, he runs to stop her. Sadly, he is too late. Right before Kaim grabs Lirum her small, innocent body jumps off the precipice and crashes into the rocky surf below.

Kaim and Sarah both watch in horror as their little girl is lost forever in the turbulent sea.

This vivid flashback pops up in Kaim’s head many times at the beginning of the game and haunts him every time he stops to catch a breath.

As the game continues, Kaim’s traveling party (made up of Kaim, the immortal Seth, and the mortal Jansen) eventually make their way to the ruined outskirts of a city called Numara. The outskirts are filled with destroyed buildings and an overwhelming feeling of desolation.

Next to a patch of beautiful blooming flowers, Kaim and friends meet up with two young children, Cooke and Mack. The sassy twins are collecting flowers for their very sick mother -- the flowers being the only things that are keeping their mom alive.

After saving the children from a violent confrontation by Numara troops, Kaim, Seth, and Jansen follow the two back to their home.

It is here when the next Memory Card moment occurs: in memoriam.

The Moment

When the group enters the house, Cooke and Mack immediately run up to their sleeping mother and tell her about the new friends they made. Barely possessing enough strength to even move, their mother smiles as Cooke and Mack lead Kaim and the others to the side of her bed.

As the frail woman begins to ask for the flowers, she catches a glimpse of Kaim.

Suddenly, the mother of the twins gasps and stretches her arm outwards. “Flowers,” she whispers, beckoning towards Kaim. “They let me see you one more time.”

Kaim looks around, confused as to why this woman is reaching out to him.

As Kaim’s eyes finally meet hers, his face goes pale.

At this point, the game shows the same familiar flashback of Kaim and Sarah’s daughter inexplicitly throwing herself off the side of the seaside cliff.

Kaim realizes the connection in an instant.

The woman sitting on the bed before him is his daughter Lirum. The same daughter he thought he had lost to the sea all those years ago.

Even though she is fully grown and older than her own father (immortals do not age), Kaim embraces his daughter as if she were still a child.

Tears stream from Lirum’s eyes as the two are finally reunited after all these years.

As his hand touches hers, Kaim flashes back once again to the fateful day his daughter jumped from the high cliff. Seeing his daughter again fills in all the missing gaps in his slowly recovering memory.

In his flashback, Kaim looks to the side of the cliff and notices a shadowy figure watching over them. Upon further investigation, the shadowy figure turns out to be Gongora, the man responsible for wiping out Kaim’s memory in the first place. It was Gongora that hypnotized Lirum and forced her to throw herself off the cliff. Although the fall didn’t kill her, it was Gongora that tried to murder Kaim’s innocent daughter!

Kaim’s body fills with rage.

Before having a chance to release his anger, Lirum leans forward and takes her father’s hand. She tells Kaim how much she missed him and that she doesn’t have that much time left. These hushed words soothe Kaim’s anger and make him realize the only thing that is important at the moment: helping his poor, sick daughter.

After asking him about her missing mother Sarah, Lirum asks Kaim to take care of her children -- his grandchildren.

At the sound of these words, Cooke and Mack lunge forward and grab their mother’s hand, pleading for her not to leave them. A tear cascades down Kaim’s cheek as he quietly nods.

Holding the hand of the father she has always loved and longed to find, Lirum whispers one last thing in Kaim’s ear:

“I’m glad ... so very glad ... I could see you once more, Father.”

With this final farewell, Lirum dies in Kaim’s arms.

As Seth and Jansen watch helplessly from the back of the room, Cooke and Mack begin to sob uncontrollably, screaming for their mother to wake up and return to them.

Tears begin to stream down Kaim’s face.

For the second time in his eternal life, Kaim mourns the loss of his beloved daughter.

You can watch one of the saddest scenes ever to grace a videogame here (don’t be embarrassed -- you can cry all you like):

The Impact

I have cried in a few videogames before -- I am not ashamed to admit it -- but never in my life has a videogame made me openly sob as much as I did during this scene in Lost Odyssey.

Technically, there is nothing strikingly unique about this moment: The story twist -- while incredibly moving -- is not that different from other Japanese RPGs; the voice acting -- while exceptional -- is used in many other games; and the music -- although beautiful -- is similar to other games that use full orchestral soundtracks.

The reason all of these traditional emotional trappings work so well in Lost Odyssey is because they are expertly executed.

Watch the video again and notice the way each of the character’s move. Instead of just statically standing around as the scene plays out, the characters react as they would had the situation been set in real life. Notice the way the children fidget and jump around as Kaim talks to Lirum. As kids, their nervous and jittery reaction should be different than the adults. This attention to detail is what makes the scene so special!

In another seemingly minor, but brilliant, creative move: At the end of the scene, as Kaim, Cooke, and Mack are losing their minds with sadness, observe the way Seth reacts. She paces back and forth, looking up at the ceiling. Even though no words are spoken, her body language expresses an equal feeling of devastation and confusion. She feels for her friends, but doesn’t know how to handle the strong emotions.

It is hard to defend and dissect a scene like this to the outside viewer -- it really does appear to be an overdramatic, heavy-handed sequence from a long line of overwrought Japanese RPG. There is something about it, though, that helps it stand out from all the emotionally similar scenes that have come before it.

Of course a lot of it has to do with the dramatic reveal coupled with the tragic death scene just moments later, but if this subject matter was handled by less creatively skilled hands in another game it would most likely fall apart.

The designers and directors of Lost Odyssey really use their immense talent to create a scene that rivals any movie I have ever watched in pure emotional power. The way the music is perfectly, subtly integrated into the sequence; the expertly edited use of flashbacks; the minimal, yet effective dialogue. All of these complicated creative aspects combine to form a perfect scene that genuinely tugs on the heart strings of the player. To accomplish something like this in a videogame is a truly remarkable feat.

And don’t even get me started on the outstanding, extended funeral sequence that occurs just minutes later after this one. But that is another Memory Card for another time ...

Lirum’s death is, hands down, the most emotional moment I have ever witnessed in a videogame. Even watching it again now -- out of context from the entire game experience -- it still makes my eyes water. Moments like this are the reason I absolutely love playing videogames, a medium I genuinely think has the power to elicit emotions unlike any other form of art.

Like any extraordinary piece of art, this moment in Lost Odyssey is something I will treasure and remember for the rest of my life.

 

[On a personal note, I just wanted to say thank you for reading (and hopefully enjoying) The Memory Card. All the nice comments mean more to me than you will ever know. Until next season ...]

The Memory Card Save Files

.01 - .20 (Season 1)
.21: Crono's final act (Chrono Trigger)
.22: Ganon's tower (The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time)
.23: It was all a dream? (Super Mario Bros. 2)
.24: The assimilation of Kerrigan (StarCraft)
.25: A McCloud family reunion (Star Fox 64)
.26: The return of Rydia (Final Fantasy IV)
.27: The battle with the Hydra (God of War)
.28: Fight for Marian's love! (Double Dragon)
.29: The Hunter attacks (Half-Life 2: Episode 2)
.30: The Phantom Train (Final Fantasy VI)
.31: The end of The End (Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater)
.32: In Tentacle We Trust (Day of the Tentacle)
.33: Peach dances with TEC (Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door)
.34: Learning to wall jump (Super Metroid)
.35: A leap of faith (Ico)
.36: The Master Sword (The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past)
.37: Thinking outside the DS (Hotel Dusk: Room 215)
.38: Running outside the castle (Super Mario 64)
.39: Del Lago! (Resident Evil 4)


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37 comments | showing # 1 to 37

Def JM's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:28
Def JM
Its funny Im 17 hours into this game and I thought that, that moment is a clear memory card. Thats some emotional stuff. I love this game.
PappaDukes's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:30
PappaDukes
GOD DAMN 360 exclusives... and god damn Sony for lack of RPGs. Chad, you had me at "it feels exactly like a classic Super Nintendo RPG". I am so jealous. Great write up.
Gemsi's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:35
Gemsi
This was one of the few moments that a game has ever got me close to crying
Dexter345's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:44
Dexter345
=( I can't read the season finale yet. I really need to clear out my backlog of games so I can invest some time in Lost Odyssey.
bluexy's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:46
bluexy
LO is beautiful in so many ways; you could pick one of many different moments in the game and they'd all be perfect for The Memory Card. You picked a great one though Chad, and it's one that will stick with me into old age.

Thanks for the great write-up as always. :)
lem's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:47
lem
It was a good scene, but made a little daft because i had Kaim wearing the little cat ears as an accessory before it all started...
Gameboi's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:56
Gameboi
Since I've been too distracted by Old Snake to finish this wonderful game, I'll admit to not reading what you wrote. Doesn't matter though, as we all know it's good.
the GAMEGOBLIN's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 16:57
the GAMEGOBLIN
I felt sad but not to the point of crying. That's just the way I am, although this was probabily the closest I have gotten to crying playing a videogame. Great writeup Chad, makes me want to give it a second play-through!
eternalplayer2345's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 17:07
eternalplayer2345
For me Lirium's death and her funeral were all encompassed in one gigantic memory card for me. Never before in a video game have I been so close to tears, I even was a little bit peeved because I did not actually cry even though that one scene made me experience more emotions at once than ever before in a video game. This scene was depressing, sad and just emotional that after Lirium's funeral, I promptly saved and didn't turn the game back on for like a day and a half because I was so overwrought with emotions. It's bar none one of the most emotional Media related scene I have ever witness. Afterwards, when reflecting upon what had just occurred I was sure that this would be a memory card. I think this will be something I will never forgot about gaming just the raw emotion I felt was truly awe-inspiring. I know I just repeated the same praise like 3 times but this scene just meant so much to me.
king3vbo's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 17:19
king3vbo
Chad, in remembering this part of the game I actually just got a little choked up...

I dont cry at most things, its not that I'm not emotional, I just dont get choked up. But this scene had me in tears. It was so painful, so tragic, and so heartbreaking.
Colette Bennett's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 17:56
Colette Bennett
This is the last time I put down the controller and flat-out bawled. Anyone who saw this scene and thought this game's story sucked has no fucking heart. I absolutely loved it.

Cheers to you for doing this one, Chad -- great job.
Halaster's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 18:11
Halaster
A lot of the "Memories" effected me personally more than that scene did.
LsTr Of SmG's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 18:20
LsTr Of SmG
For me the rest of the game lessened that moment. They eke so much mileage out of her death later in the game that it rather spoiled the initial emotional response. I was actually more moved by many of the textual memories.
ArrestedDeveloper's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 18:44
ArrestedDeveloper
I knew this would be a Memory Card when you told us you started playing Lost Odyssey. You had blogged about reading the first memory (Hannah's Departure) and talking about how sad it was and I said something like "Just wait till the end of disc one, that makes Hannah's Departure look like a day at Disneyland". Look's like I called it.
eXaX's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 18:50
eXaX
Man, that scene was horrible. The sadness and the pain were just to much for me to handle. And so I cried. Extensively. Even thinking about that scene f*cking hurts!

Ah, poor Lirum.
Hoss's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 19:15
Hoss
my cousin was playing this game and i saw it happen... i was playing crisis core so right before i saw that happen i had to witness Zack's inevitable death... needless to say i was pretty bummed for a few hours hah
Azeron's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 19:58
Azeron
I agree with Halaster, the first "a thousand years of dreams" affected me more than that cutscene did, but then again I'm more of a text person.

But yeah, amazing scene, and very well done by Mistwalker.
MechaMonkey's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 22:02
MechaMonkey
I bawled like a small child upon watching this scene when I played the game. Nice pick.
Jerkbutt47's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 22:35
Jerkbutt47
Man, I started tearing up just watching the embedded video.
ace of knaves's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 22:39
ace of knaves
Fantastic episode Chad. And season. And series. This is probably the best regular feature on Destructoid; more than almost anything else I can think of it really shows how fun, emotional, and powerful a medium video games can be. We're all behind you 100%, and I personally can't wait for the next season to start.
thelowestpartisfree's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/19/2008 23:27
thelowestpartisfree
Godamn, your representation of this game makes me love it even more. I played this part of the game at 3am after alot of drinking, so can imagine the water works while I look around to make sure none of my roomates we're awake.

I also welled up during the dream about the guys wife writing letter to Kaim.
Faceless's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 01:40
Faceless
Such an amazing scene in such a great game.
ZServ's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 05:04
ZServ
I love this game so much.
Happyhead's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 05:20
Happyhead
At the time when I got to that point I found it sad, but i was real tired and just wanted to save and go bed.

Watching it again now, even though i'm watching it on a crappy monitor at work with no sound I have tears streaming down my face, which is kinda embarrasing : )
catsithx's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 06:22
catsithx
I won't cry I promise I won't cry(tears flow free* WHAAAAA!!!
coffeesash's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 09:18
coffeesash
I thought that this memory card would be about the game 'In Memoriam'. I guess it's called 'Missing: Since January' in America, what as stupid name.
dclark's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 10:06
dclark
Personally, I loved this game. This scene was only one of many very emotional scenes. However, I'd rate dream 11: "Letters form a Weakling" as the top tear jerker in the game. I don't dry in video games, but this was about as close as I've come. the onl yother thing that ever came close for me was the end sequence of Final Fantasy IX.
dclark's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 10:09
dclark
Letter's from a weakling Part 1:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StYH4eoK2IM

Letter's from a weakling Part 2:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTFx1PRGPpc&feature=related
Chad Concelmo's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 11:13
Chad Concelmo
@ace of knaves,
:) :) :) :) :)
blehman's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 11:36
blehman
This is the saddest moment I've ever played. When I saw it the first time, I seriously was like "No way...that's...no, that's...that's the saddest thing *sniffs*...they(the writers) really hate Kaim apparently...*sniff, sniff, cry*"
ElfAngel7's Avatar - Comment posted on 06/20/2008 12:01
ElfAngel7
NOOOO!!! Now I must wait for Season 3 of Memory Card. T_T

Please come back sooner than Lost!
Cubilone's Avatar - Comment posted on 07/03/2008 10:21
Cubilone
I didn't find the scene all THAT sad. I, as well as some other people here, thought that some of the dreams were far sadder and more moving than it.
Stella Wong's Avatar - Comment posted on 07/12/2008 01:18
Stella Wong
My brother has told me to check up your memory card after this big eventful scene, and I had to say I'm endlessly crying over it! I'm currently playing Lost Odyssey. I had to say this part was the most heart-breaking moments to me ever. I haven't cried or broken down so hard over a game in a long time... just this scene alone makes it one of my fave moments of all time. ;;A;; thank you for writing a great memory card moment. I'll never forget this one for sure.
jackal27's Avatar - Comment posted on 07/22/2008 23:51
jackal27
I had never cried in a video game until I played this... I was even sitting in the room with my brother when this scene was happening and we were both crying... We never talked about it after that, haha.

However, I actually cried for the first time during the first memory that Kaim recovers. That hooked me to this game for good. I wish I could have watched this scene by myself though, I'm pretty sure the emotions would have been much stronger...
KyleGamgee's Avatar - Comment posted on 08/20/2009 17:47
KyleGamgee
So, having played though the first 2 disks of Lost Odyssey, I happen to be skimming past Memory Card moments... and I came across this one. Yes, I cried. Of course I did. I have young children and the thought of having to leave them in someone else's care, plus the children's devastating sadness made the tears stream down my face.

Lost Odyssey has made me cry a FEW times actually. Great game.
artha14's Avatar - Comment posted on 10/16/2009 00:40
artha14
The most recent time I cried in a video game was the death of... Well a character in kingdom hearts 358/2 days. No spoilers from me!
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