...For now.
I think many of us haven been through a moment in our lives where something we love dearly begins to tire us out. Well, that’s what is happening with me. I’ve been buying and playing so much that I’ve overloaded myself, and I just can’t find myself enjoying anything. I was greedy
I know no one is going to think this is a big deal. You shouldn’t think it’s a big deal, but I’ve decided to take a break from anything video game related. That includes this wonderful website. There’s not a word in the dictionary than can help me express my love for Destructoid. This is the very reason why I’ll never leave, and it is going to be hard to stay away from this place and it’s wonderful community members. Seriously, you guys are fucking family and I love you. I can’t wait for PAX next year. I will fuck the brains out of all of you. I’ll even do those that are unwilling (Wardrox).
I’d also like to take this moment to say sorry to anyone who I’ve been a dick to. I can be an idiot sometimes (well, a lot of the time). I don’t want to be on anyone’s bad side (although, sometimes you just can‘t avoid it). I love Destructoid for the very reason that the majority of this site consists of extremely rad people. For the most part, everyone’s awesome. Just look at the waterfall of NARP posts that get put up on the cblogs within the year! I take pride in saying that I’ve met some of you and I’d hate to be on bad terms with anyone.
It’s going to be hard to keep myself from Destructoid’s unofficial IRC as well. Some of the most radest people on the site are on there chatting away. Aerox, Knives, Coonskin05, Lemon, Necros, Conrad Zimmerman, CTZ sometimes visits, Wardrox, Ub3rslug, Macca, CountingConflict, King3vbo (needs to be in there more), and a lot more. Seriously, if you haven’t been, go (#destructoid @ irc.dynasty.net).
I hope no one gets offended I didn’t add them. It’s late and I want to make this quick.
And, yes. This post was more about me expressing my appreciation. Niero, sir. I don’t think you remember me, but I sure as hell remember meeting you. I’ll never forget that party after E3 (the slide!). It was a pleasure meeting you and I hope to see you again. That goes for everyone in this incredible community!
Wish me luck…I hope to be back loving games like I did before soon!
P.S. - It’s 1:06 in the morning right now. Excuse the horrible writing. Although, those who read my blogs should be used to this mediocrity. :D
<3
P.P.S. - Give me like one or two weeks before you see my ass running back here.
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(# 0) on 09/26/2008 03:25
(# 1) on 09/26/2008 03:28
(# 2) on 09/26/2008 03:31
what about "mukluk"
(# 3) on 09/26/2008 03:39
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(# 8) on 09/26/2008 04:44
..Sometimes stuff does get too much.. Take it e z and maybe see ya later on.
(# 9) on 09/26/2008 05:01
(# 10) on 09/26/2008 05:16
I'll cry silently every day that you're gone.
(# 11) on 09/26/2008 05:35
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(# 14) on 09/26/2008 06:41
Never.
(# 15) on 09/26/2008 06:45
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(# 18) on 09/26/2008 07:37
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(# 20) on 09/26/2008 07:43
If I'd have seen this coming, I would have given it a 5/10 at the most. Any game that makes Vexed Alex quit videogames must be the devil in disguise.
(# 21) on 09/26/2008 08:22
All my money going out on the town
Doing anything just to get you off of my mind
But when the morning comes
I'm right back where I started again
Trying to forget you is just a waste of time
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado
Trying to keep up the smile that hides a tear
But as the sun goes down
I get that empty feeling again
How I wish to God that you were here
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
Now that I put it all together
Give me the chance to make you see
Have you used up all the love in your heart
Nothing left for me
Ain't there nothing left for me
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, listen, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
I was wrong, and I just can't live
(# 22) on 09/26/2008 08:30
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(# 25) on 09/26/2008 08:41
Good luck, but you know October includes too many releases to ignore.
(# 26) on 09/26/2008 08:53
(# 27) on 09/26/2008 08:57
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
(# 28) on 09/26/2008 09:02
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(# 36) on 09/26/2008 10:42
see you tomorrow.
(# 37) on 09/26/2008 11:18
(# 38) on 09/26/2008 11:30
I wish I could be in IRC more, but they cracked down on IRC @ work :(
(# 39) on 09/26/2008 11:31
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(# 46) on 09/26/2008 18:27
(# 47) on 09/26/2008 21:57
Find some balance. If it's all just too much for you, then dedicate a couple of hours to game related entertainment a day/week/whatever, maybe even organize your games by how much you want to play them and then work through them 1 at a time.
The point I'm trying to make is that completely voiding yourself of something you have been experiencing and loving for years is a terrible idea, make some compromises and continue doing what you love to do; and you know you do.
(# 48) on 09/26/2008 22:21
(# 49) on 10/03/2008 00:13