...For now.
I think many of us haven been through a moment in our lives where something we love dearly begins to tire us out. Well, that’s what is happening with me. I’ve been buying and playing so much that I’ve overloaded myself, and I just can’t find myself enjoying anything. I was greedy
I know no one is going to think this is a big deal. You shouldn’t think it’s a big deal, but I’ve decided to take a break from anything video game related. That includes this wonderful website. There’s not a word in the dictionary than can help me express my love for Destructoid. This is the very reason why I’ll never leave, and it is going to be hard to stay away from this place and it’s wonderful community members. Seriously, you guys are fucking family and I love you. I can’t wait for PAX next year. I will fuck the brains out of all of you. I’ll even do those that are unwilling (Wardrox).
I’d also like to take this moment to say sorry to anyone who I’ve been a dick to. I can be an idiot sometimes (well, a lot of the time). I don’t want to be on anyone’s bad side (although, sometimes you just can‘t avoid it). I love Destructoid for the very reason that the majority of this site consists of extremely rad people. For the most part, everyone’s awesome. Just look at the waterfall of NARP posts that get put up on the cblogs within the year! I take pride in saying that I’ve met some of you and I’d hate to be on bad terms with anyone.
It’s going to be hard to keep myself from Destructoid’s unofficial IRC as well. Some of the most radest people on the site are on there chatting away. Aerox, Knives, Coonskin05, Lemon, Necros, Conrad Zimmerman, CTZ sometimes visits, Wardrox, Ub3rslug, Macca, CountingConflict, King3vbo (needs to be in there more), and a lot more. Seriously, if you haven’t been, go (#destructoid @ irc.dynasty.net).
I hope no one gets offended I didn’t add them. It’s late and I want to make this quick.
And, yes. This post was more about me expressing my appreciation. Niero, sir. I don’t think you remember me, but I sure as hell remember meeting you. I’ll never forget that party after E3 (the slide!). It was a pleasure meeting you and I hope to see you again. That goes for everyone in this incredible community!
Wish me luck…I hope to be back loving games like I did before soon!
P.S. - It’s 1:06 in the morning right now. Excuse the horrible writing. Although, those who read my blogs should be used to this mediocrity. :D
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P.P.S. - Give me like one or two weeks before you see my ass running back here.
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See you in a week.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
"There’s not a word in the dictionary than can help me express my love for Destructoid."
what about "mukluk"
*aeris theme* **tear**
Lame.
Damn...I'm honestly trying to not get torn up in this. I am such a pussy. Alex, you paid for 1/3 of our hotel room for PAX and should have been there. I was really looking forward to meeting you. Hopefully it won't be before the next PAX before I do. You are an awesome dude, as witnessed in IRC, even if you think retro gamers are haters. :p Come back soon man.
I'm going to stalk you, find you, abduct you, kill you, skin you, and wear you to- Okay, that's even too dark for me. Come back soon, you fucking Mexican. <3
So that means you've a pile of games you're not playing? Send them my way.
Crap.
..Sometimes stuff does get too much.. Take it e z and maybe see ya later on.
You get your stuff in order and get your ass back here before Christmas.
Aw. Hope shit works out.
I'll cry silently every day that you're gone.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and stuff. Probably a good idea given the situation, see you when we see you!
I suggest reading it's very therapeutic, and you will be missed :(
I'm offended that you didn't add me to the list of awesome people in #destructoid.
I know what we'll do. We'll put a fence between him and Dtoid. Being a Mexican, he will simply hop the fence back. We will then make the fence higher and out of stone so he can never leave.
Never.
Nonsense! Whatever you do, don't stop gaming. You'll regret it. Even if its just for a half hour a day. Pick a good little DS or PSP game, and chip away at it, a little at a time. Your life, wherever it finds you, will be more enjoyable for it. Trust me.
But who will call Heretic mean names now?
hahaha good luck with that.
NOOOOOOO!!! Who am I going to argue with about the pokemans now?
Get un-burned out soon!
Mega Man 9 did this to you, didn't it?
If I'd have seen this coming, I would have given it a 5/10 at the most. Any game that makes Vexed Alex quit videogames must be the devil in disguise.
Spending all my nights
All my money going out on the town
Doing anything just to get you off of my mind
But when the morning comes
I'm right back where I started again
Trying to forget you is just a waste of time
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado
Trying to keep up the smile that hides a tear
But as the sun goes down
I get that empty feeling again
How I wish to God that you were here
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
Now that I put it all together
Give me the chance to make you see
Have you used up all the love in your heart
Nothing left for me
Ain't there nothing left for me
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, listen, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you
I was wrong, and I just can't live
You'll be back when you realise that TV is shite.
"I’d also like to take this moment" just sit right there.
I agree with Tamz. Read. Whenever I get burned out on games, I read a book or a few graphic novels(if you need any suggestions, PM me). Also, I second that TV is shit, so don't look there for comfort. Don't stay gone too long, I don't want to read a "remember me guyz!" post from you a year from now.
Don't know you but also hope to meet you and everyone at PAX or something when I have enough money and means.
Good luck, but you know October includes too many releases to ignore.
Good luck, but you know making a goodbye post to check up on might not be the best way to kick an addiction to a site? :)
I'm a sad panda that you left me out of your IRC list, but I'm an even sadder panda that you're leaving me. I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL, ALEX. T_T
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
Ok, bai.
Be easy, Alex. Come back to us soon with all the stolen i-Pods you can't work.
What the fuck are you crying about?
I love your Mexicanese and your love for Halo, plz come back home soon.
I'll see you tomorrow. :D
Alex, wel will miss you and your threats of raping the youngins in IRC. Take some time off if you need it and come back soon :)
Don't break for too long. :) I'll miss your cock in IRC. ;)
See you soon, man :P <3 Long live #destructoid
Don't let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya.
see you tomorrow.
Catch you around you smexual man!
Alex, I just want you to know how I'm feeling, and I've got to make you understand. I'm never gonna give you up, and I'm never gonna let you down no matter how long you decide to stay away.
I wish I could be in IRC more, but they cracked down on IRC @ work :(
don't be gone for too long.
And now, IRC will have at least 1/3 less of the lines per day that it does now. Hurry back when you realize that games (and us) are the only ones who ever really loved you!
You've taken down that Myspace pic avatar, I'm very proud of you.
You slut.
See you soon, buddy.
Later, Buddy
Hope you get your stuff worked out. See you in a week.
So long space cowboy...
I know we don't really know each other but please take a little advice. You should think about achieving some balance in your life if you are feeling burned out, not simply jump to one extreme from the other; completely vicing one of your greatest joys will not do you any better than raping it.
Find some balance. If it's all just too much for you, then dedicate a couple of hours to game related entertainment a day/week/whatever, maybe even organize your games by how much you want to play them and then work through them 1 at a time.
The point I'm trying to make is that completely voiding yourself of something you have been experiencing and loving for years is a terrible idea, make some compromises and continue doing what you love to do; and you know you do.
bawww :(
Man... that sucks. Hurry up and get back here.