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Seeing as everyone is doing this, and i`m still fairly new to Dtoid, I figured it was a great chance for people to know the real me better, or just even to have an idea who I am. I feel like the shy kid at the edge of the group, wanting to get involved, but feeling its not totally my place. I live in the UK, so i`m already a little out of the loop. Anyway! Here we go:
1) I make music. Electronic dance music. Dont hate me! I, too, used to despise 'dance music', as i listened once more to the FF6 soundtrack. But, if you like the streets of rage2 soundtrack, you like dance music, period. And i always adored that soundtrack. Its likely, if clubbing isnt your thing, that you will not have heard the kind of music I make, as it is part of what 'we' call 'the Underground', which is a fancy way of saying its niche. Niche, but still massive, as you can see here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8jbF7NmVaU&feature=related. Thats one of the kings of my scene, who knows I exist. Just gotta get him playing my tunes and BOOM, my career is in the bag. My music has been played all over the globe, and supported by some big names. People go APE for this trippy, hypnotic, futuristic music. Called by most Minimal Techno. Or, as my spin on it goes, neo tribal music. I`m not there yet, but have numerous record deals, and all is moving along nicely. I also Dj. Im one of only a handful of respected upcoming producers in the south of England, its quite cool. Ive been paid £80 for an hours dj 'work' before, sweet eh? That was once, mind, most of the time its just 'nice set, can i get you a beer mate'? To which i answer 'cant man, im allergic!' Which i fucking am! 2) The first game I ever played was Outrun, in Arcades, whilst on holiday with my parents during the mid to late 80s. Super Mario Bros REALLY started the ball rolling though, circa 89/90. 3) Me and my friends back in the early noughties used to go on crazy, 'zoned out' missions to Stonehenge and other mythic English sites with the Secret of Mana soundtrack playing in the car. Happy days! 4) I had a 'nervous breakdown' when I was 19 (in 1999), and it changed my life. I`m nearly completely out of the depression/anxiety loop, but it was tough. You discover a lot about yourself, and thus your fellow humans, when you reach rock bottom. And as such, I went from being immensely ignorant of the implications of our shared existences on this wonderful planet, to a very humble, thoughtful perspective on existence. Below our apparent solidity we are all connected, all things are. And you realise this, when you step out of our acquired cultural assumptions, and think for yourself. Its weird, but breakdown does, if your creative with it, become breakthrough, in all circumstances. 5) I live near the sea in the south of England, surrounded by Shires and stereotypical English landscapes. In the summer, its damn gorgeous. In the winter, fucking shit. And generally I find England to be a little stuffy and repressed for my liking. 6) I have Eczema. Not very interesting, but its defined who I am, making me an outcast to some extent. Maybe contributing to my geekery. Certainly contributing to my self awareness. And I have to thank having this condition for making me realise how bad the western diet generally is for us! I know about health, I drink herb teas, I meditate', i eat an immensely strict diet, very low on sugar. Topher would scream and run. Yes i`m that hippy guy, except you wouldnt think it if you saw me. And, trust me, meditation is THE SHIT. And I still dont do it enough! Must do more.... 7) I found Destructoid through searching for Secret Of Mana artwork and coming accross the Retroforce Go podcast on that same game. I did an impromptu listen, and was....uplifted. I really didnt think people like that existed, that were around my age. Thank the forces of mystery for Chad Concelmo and his light giving soul, Collette Bennett, Topher and Stella - I love you all so much!!! They are the reason I now own an Xbox and am currently delighting in Kaim and cos exploits in Lost Odyssey. Plus i`m amongst this great community and i`m very thankful. Dtoid rules. 8) I saw Urotsukidoji: Legend of the Overfiend when I was 12. Not good. No doubt played into my uselessness at dealing with the opposite sex through my teens - once youve seen a demon take what he wants, its hard to go back to innocence. Every girl I attempted pathetically to entice I felt sorry for, because of the desires she had no idea I was harboring. I wanted to decimate girls botto........hang on, whoa, too much. You get the idea ;) 9) I hang out with people who have little idea how much of a geek I really am. I still listen to a lot of game music (lately Castlevania: Order of Ecclesia and Lost Odysseys OST) that my music producing friends would no doubt scoff at. They win at relationships, I fail. Fuck them. Thats why i`m here with some real kindred souls :) (not saying you all fail at relationships! It is a cornerstone of true geekery though right?). In my underground dance music world, there`s a lot of drugs and debauchery. Thing is, im much more of a geek then i let on, so all these coke sniffing vain bastards i deal with think i`m all 'aloof' when really im just not one of the cool kids. I make better music then them though, which annoys them. 10) I feel left out of the Dtoid loop, living over here. Maybe my djing and music (which is increasingly calling on me to travel) will break my fear of flying, and i`ll get over that way and come to a Dtoid event. But, to me, i`d be star struck if i ever met some of the editors, nay, anyone with weight on this here great site. But i`m honest to god truthful when i say that i find this a haven, an oasis. Thankyou Niero for Dtoid, and thankyou to everyone involved.[size=12][/size]
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Also, you may fail at relationships, but you probably win at designing boss battles.
@ A New Challenger
Yea im gonna pick up Korg DS-10 for sure, looking forward to having a tweak and play on it. Was even considering throwing it into my live set for a bit of novelty live synth action. By all accounts it sounds sweet, or so ive heard? And i`ll definitely look into outrun 2006, i love the 'progressive' driving games, where you constantly travel through different areas. And there`s a new outrun on the horizon too is there not? I think there is.
And yeah, there are a ton of UK dtoiders! They always take over the IRC chat, grrrr.
Sounds like you know the score too dude...i've had mates 'stay in limbo',and, to be honest, its usually when you get reliant on prescription anti-depressants, and aren`t creative with the 'new' perception 'going deep' brings (i know i use far too many inverted friggin commas). Because there`s no going back to blissful ignorance! I was using herbal ADs (st.johns wort)for nearly 5 years, and they worked well, and are now recognised as doing so by the 'mainstream' medical establishment. I came off them like 4 years ago, and all is well :)
@Char
Yea dude, Jubei rules :)
Why thankyou good sir :)