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Name: Shawn
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2) The Dragon's Den - My Gaming Setup
3) The Dragon's Lair - My New Office
4) The 12 Days of Destructoid Christmas

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Remembering how I spent 9/11/2001 (NVGR)
SilverDragon1979 | 10:29 AM on 09.11.2008 25 comments


I remember I was sleeping, and the phone kept ringing off the hook, trying it’s hardest to wake me up with its bland mono-tone ring. It was the morning of Tuesday, September 11th, 2001 and I was a 21 year old college senior who was just trying my hardest to sleep in before I had to get up to go to my afternoon Thermo Dynamics II class. I had no idea that phone call would probably be one of the most important phone calls of my life, the one that would wake me up to start the most terrifying day I had ever experienced.

I will admit that at first I refused to answer the phone. It was a good 15 feet across the room on my desk, which would require me to get up from my extremely comfortable twin size bed, and I was in no mood to leave that sanctuary. However when the phone rang for the 4th or 5th time I thought it might actually be important so I woke up and stumbled my way over to it. As I pushed the “talk” button I was greeted by the panicked voice of my roommate Justin who was calling me from work. He told me I needed to wake up immediately and turn on the TV. “The World Trade Center has been hit by a plane” he said.





Now you have to understand that my initial thought process upon hearing that a plane had crashed into the WTC was that a little 2 seater, single engine Cessna had crashed into one of the buildings because some idiot didn’t know how to fly. It never even crossed my mind that my roommate was talking about a full size passenger plane, so honestly I didn’t see why he was making such a big deal about this. It wasn’t helping that he wasn’t giving me any specifics. He just kept yelling in my ear that I needed to wake up immediately and turn on the TV. Since I was already up and out of bed I thought I might as well go into the living room and see what all the fuss was about.

When I switched on the TV the images I saw were ones that would be engraved in my mind forever. It was not some small Cessna that had crashed into the WTC. It was a full sized Passenger plane, and it was not just one plane, but 2 planes. The second plane had just hit minutes before I turned on the television and you could hear that the reporters were confused. Before they thought it was just some freak accident, but once the second plane hit they started to assume it was a coordinated attack. Another of my roommates, Josh, walked out of his room right then, and was shocked to see me sitting in the living room in my boxers watching the TV with a look of horror in my eyes. He asked me what was the matter, but he didn’t need to because as soon as he saw the images on the screen he to was in shock.

My roommate and I sat there for about an hour watching the images on the TV, not saying a word to each other. I knew then that I had to get out of the house, so I took a quick shower and immediately headed over to campus. As I got there I remember that as I walked to my building I passed tons of people who looked like they had no idea what had happened. Why would they know? Most of these people were on campus because of early morning classes, and they had not yet heard about the tragedy. As I passed these people I remember wondering what their reaction would be when they found out. Would it be similar to mine? Would they be a similar state of shock?





I eventually made it to the Electrical Engineering building I called home, and went straight to the computer lab. At this early time in the morning it was filled with roughly 30-40 people all trying to finish their homework before classes. As I walked in I asked for everyone’s attention and asked if they had heard what happened to the WTC. Not a single person in the room had. At first I don’t think they believed me, but they were all soon turning their internet browsers to CNN.com to find out if I was telling the truth. I remember that no one was able to get through at first. Too many people across the world were trying to go to the site all at once and it was making it impossible to access it. Eventually though someone in the computer lab got through and soon all 30 people in the lab were huddled behind his computer looking at the shocking images I had already seen.

The next thing that happened is probably the one thing about that day I will never forget. I decided to leave the computer lab and take a walk round campus to calm down a bit. As I was making my way around campus I eventually came to a girl sitting on a bench all alone. Her name was Courtney Griffin and she was a girl I had known for a long time, but didn’t know very well. We had gone to the same middle school, high school, and now the same college, but we weren’t really friends and we never really saw each other. When I saw her on the bench I could see that she knew what had happened, so I decided to sit down beside her. I remember she went to say something to me, but instead she simply collapsed into my arms and started crying. I sat there and held her while she cried for almost 10 minutes, and we never said a word to each other. I mean what was there to say?

Eventually I made my way to class, only to find out the professor had canceled classes. I couldn’t believe it honestly. Classes were being canceled all over school. You have to understand that in college it takes an act of God for classes to be canceled. It simply never happens. Well since I had no class to go to I made my way to the student lounge instead, where there was a 60” projection TV and about 50 students all huddled around it. It was there that I first saw the images of the two towers collapsing. Never again would they dominate over the New York skyline. Never again would our world be the same.





That night me and my roommates went downstairs to my friend Mel’s apartment and watched the news coverage with her and her roommates. I remember that my roommate Bashir was Syrian and a Muslim, and he was really concerned what affect this would have on him since he was from the Middle East. He was angry at the things people were saying on the news about how evil all Muslims must be. I remember my friend Mel crying at seeing the images of people jumping from the windows of the WTC to their deaths, and this girl never cries. I remember calling my parents and making sure they were ok. I remember trying to get in contact with my friend Jenn who lived in New York City to see if she was ok. I remember going to bed that night wondering how the world would continue after an event like this. I remember wondering what tomorrow would bring, and how long it would be before things got back to normal, or if they would ever get back to normal.

I remember the entire day in vivid detail. This is the first time I have ever put down in writing my recollection of that day. I have always wanted to but I never found a reason until now. My story is no more important then anyone else’s, but I think it’s important that we share our stories. I think it’s important that we remember that day. This is my story. What is yours?



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blehman's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 10:46
blehman
I remember I got up, went to Blockbuster Music at about 1, and got the new Slayer album "God Hates Us All" that day. Didn't know anything had happened until well after 3 CST that day. Spent the rest of the day at my friends house watching CNN, noticing how quiet it sounds with no planes in the air.
zombiekiller13's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 10:50
zombiekiller13
Quick note...might want to add NVGR to the title...just in case an ass complains about it.

Anyway...I was taking a work-paid class on a program I was starting to use at the company I worked for. We get about 30-45 minutes into class and someone walks in to tell us a plane crashed into one of the towers. We all thought the same thing as you: it was some little prop plane. Someone probably lost control of it and tried to land, only to find themselves hurtling to the WTC. At this time, there were no images or footage on the news, just the report.

A few minutes later, the same person walked in and said another plane struck the second tower. And that they were both passenger planes.

Class was canceled, and we were all told we should get home ASAP, in the event this was a terrorist attack.

I remember driving home (it was a thirty-minute drive), listening to the news channel all the way home...and continuously looking up into the sky. This was around the time they were erroneously saying that they lost contact with many planes, and some were heading towards the west coast. When I got home, I learned about flight 93 (kinda freaked me out that it crashed in my state) and the Pentagon crash.

I remember calling my wife, who was still at work, just to make sure she was okay. And staying in my basement until she got home, flipping through the channels to find out what was going on.

After she got home, I went outside for a little bit, and found it very eerie that no planes were flying overhead. We live near Philly, so we'd see or hear a plane go over every so often.

Not as detailed as yours...but it's what I remember.
bahss's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 10:56
bahss
I'm sure most people that were old enough to understand what was going on that day will remember what exactly happened that day. I was only in the 7th grade at the time, but I still remember exactly what I did.
Joseph Leray's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:02
Joseph Leray
I was in my second period Mississippi History class in high school, and the principle made an announcement over the intercom. I also remember not really realizing the implications of a terrorist attack, and not really understand what terrorism or Islamism was.
Brian Szabelski's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:09
Brian Szabelski
I was in Spanish when they finally decided to announce it, but being a child of the Internet even back in 2001, I knew what was up by then.

It was especially eerie because the only planes we saw for a couple days after that were the F-16 fighter jets taking off from the nearby airbase.
JohnTheCrow's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:20
JohnTheCrow
I went through the entire first period at high school (8-930) without hearing about it. When I was on my way to second period math I saw my girlfriend in the halls and she told me what happened. All during math class we just watched CNN, and my math teacher was a woman who wouldn't cancel a class for anything.
Crumpet Lips's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:26
Crumpet Lips
Yeap it was a great year. My 13th birthday that day. Everybody was so mopey about it. Sure it was terrible but it was only a few thousand people that died. People die all over the world all the time I said. My 13th birthday it is, I said.

Oh well, still a great day for me.
covah's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:30
covah
Being that I live near the pentagon I remember my entire school going on total lockdown. Doors locked, windows locked, shades down, and we didn't go anywhere until the county got all the buses in order to take everyone home.

I remember on the next day my dick soccer coach called everyone and was like "We still have practice" even though like three kid's parents worked in the pentagon. yeah, I quit right there.
F Whipple's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:31
F Whipple
I was in second period biology. At first I thought it was just some idiot flying a small plane as well so when I found out it was an actual attack I obviously felt like a douche. I watched the coverage for as long as I could
Grenator Bole's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:32
Grenator Bole
My dad was on the last plane to fly by the towers before they got hit. The pilot said that you could see them great out the window, so my dad saw them from the sky minutes before the first plane made contact. Of course, when my family heard the news, we thought one of them was the plane he had been on. We didn't find out he was okay for hours due to the amount of cell phone activity, preventing some most calls from going through. Everyone from his flight was locked down in the airport for over a day.
Gameboi's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:38
Gameboi
I was sitting at home, doing what I normally do when I first wake up: sipping coffee while checking out the day's news. When the video of the first plane struck, I remember thinking how strange it was. When the news broadcast the second one, live, I (we) all knew someone sinister was at work.
nademagnet's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 11:47
nademagnet
I was eating breakfast getting ready for work when the first plane hit. I started flipping through the new channels every few minutes to see if anyone had different information on what what happening. Shortly before the second plane hit I called some family to see if they were aware of what was going on.

I went into work (I worked at a college tech center) and sat there for about 30 minutes before I decided to leave. I just walked around campus. The whole day after lunch is really a blur.
Tubatic's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:07
Tubatic
I was still in college at UMBC, in Maryland.

Made an egg sandwich with ginger that morning (stupid detail I remember). I was working the front desk for my campus apartment complex that morning. I was a Resident Assistant, so I ended up spending the rest of the checking in on my 39 residents.

-Most were ok, but more or less dazed.
-One person was trying frantically to reach her loved ones by phone.
-Two young women from the same apartment laughed when I asked if they were doing alright.
-One guy was ready to enlist.

The day after was the quietest day on campus. Everyone was a zombie. I was listening to Bjork ("Frosti") on the way to class, which was really damned surreal. I had just got that and my copy of Madden '02 in the mail that day.
casualweaponry's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:07
casualweaponry
I was in the barbershop. Decided to get a quick haircut before I had to go into Manhattan that day for college classes.

I remember trying to get a hold of my Dad; he drives buses in the city. He was ok though.

For about a month after that, it was just a... surrealness to it all. I still had to commute into Manhattan every day for class. My most vivid recollection is passing by the walls of missing person posters; hundreds, thousands of different faces on a long ass wall. And the realization that none of those people would be found alive...

And a month or so after that, there was another jumbo jet crash in NYC that put everyone on edge again. En route to the Domincan Republic. Some of the students in my school lost family on that plane.

Not good times at all.
Cloud09's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:21
Cloud09
I remember it was my Junior year of high school, and I had just walked into my 3rd hour class. The first plane had just hit, and every room in my high school had a tv so we had it on. The details were scarce at that moment and no one knew it was a terrorist attack yet.

At the time the damage wasn't that great and the images shown only flame and smoke coming out of one of the towers. It didn't seem too serious at the time and like many of you mentioned we all thought it was just a small plane that hit the towers, not a passenger one, so we turned off the tv. I went to my 4th hour next and the tv was put on again. By now the first tower was in really bad shape and I remember thinking how a small plane could have done that much damage.

Then, my whole class watched in horror as the second plane hit live, right in front of our eyes. I'll never forget that image, it was like from a movie, it didn't seem real. For the rest of the day the whole school was just different. It was quiet, no one was joking around or anything like normal. For whatever reason, my school didn't even cancel the rest of the day, which I remember made me angry. I mean, I couldn't focus on anything at that time, and one look around the room showed likewise for the rest of my classmates. Everyone had the same glum expression on their faces.

After school I just remembered talking to my parents and just feeling out of it. Even though I didn't know anyone effected directly by the tragedy, I'll never forget what happened that day or the effect it had.
Holyetheline's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:47
Holyetheline
My mom told me and my sister on our way to school... I was confused... then i went to christian school and we had a chapel meeting and prayed for people all over the world. Everyone in that 200 person school prayed out loud one-by-one about the events. We spent the rest of the day watching the news in every class... then I went home and my 1 year old sister fell down the 13 wooden stairs leading to our basement badly injuring her... then i called this girl i liked back then and we talked on the phone... then i watched conan o brien and he was very serious for the first time ever. That was an eerie day.
king3vbo's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:48
king3vbo
@Heretic: Probably a good choice
randombullseye's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 12:56
randombullseye
I was in a place playing cards trying to pass another boring Tuesday, someone runs in and says "turn on your radio, somethings going on in New York." This was before the second one had hit or anything was falling. Then all I could do was listen to the radio for the next two hours. When I got home it was all that was all over TV. I was one of those zombified people who couldn't move away from the news.

If ever there was a front page or good discussion for the forums, this is that cblog.

Also someone make a joke. The day of the best I could come up with was that the radio guy sounded like Raymund Burr in Godzilla.
Simmons 2pt0's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 15:14
Simmons 2pt0
I was trying to watch Spongebob before school but changed to news and watched the second plane hit. It was pretty surreal.
SWE3tMadness's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 15:45
SWE3tMadness
I was insixth grade and the teacher had the TV on with the news footage running the entire day.

I just remember staring at the screen, all through school. Like somehow, if I stopped watching, I would be abandoning everybody involved, like it wasn't right for me to do anything else.

I knew something incredibly important in the history of our nation was occuring, but since the only thing I could do, hundreds of miles from the sites of the attacks, was watch...I kept watch. A vigil, I suppose.

And then I went home, cursing the sky for being so beautiful and clear, for the day to be so perfect in my town, when such horrible events were occuring.
TheDreadHawk's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 16:29
TheDreadHawk
Wow, beautiful write up, man.


What I remember was vague. I was only about 10 years old, so I never really understood what happened until I got home. I saw teachers begin to panic at school,and in hindsight I have no doubt they were thinking there might be some huge scale attack across the country after the second plane hit. I remember when I walked in my mom was crying. I didn't know what to do, or say. Except for the reporters on the T.V., it was the most silent day of my life.
Y0j1mb0's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/11/2008 21:22
Y0j1mb0
Excellent write up my good man. I was going to write one as well to answer your question at the end but ultimately felt yours captured everything I wanted to convey.
ThisYearsPink's Avatar - Comment posted on 09/17/2008 06:27
ThisYearsPink
I was also asleep in my college dorm. My grandma called and I pretty much went through the same line of thought until I turned on the TV...which was right after the second plane hit.

Very surreal day.
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