Today in My english class we read a frankly terrible play about a group of unlikeable teenagers and 3 adults stuck in an underground bunker after nuclear shit had gone down homies.And long story short it was a distractingly cheery story and this brings me to the thought do I like to be deppressed?

yes.no.

Fun Fact. I have only once cried at a movie. The Blind Side. Although this is a very true and sad fact about me that will always be a special movie to me. BECAUSE I CRIED WHEN WATCHING IT. Also I dont really remember at which point in the movie so yeah. I really want to cry at a movie. Does that make me weird. Maybe , there is people who want to be scared by a movie or videogame. I am not one of those people but I do want to cry at a movie or videogame.

I always tear up (but never cry)when listening to the credits theme of Twilight Princess . Best video game soundtrack ever in my humble opinion.


I dont know if I like to cry. But I know that the yesterday I wa close to tears for no apparent reason. Shouldve just watched the frigging blind side although I dont think it could have roused emotion in me a second time round.

I dont particularily get sad but I sometimes get so deppressed that I just stop in my tracks and start staring into space thinking about why I am deppressed and or stressed or who did this to me.


I think I'm one of those people who has a constant deppression looming over me. Maybe its just my teenagerness or maybe my loneliness.

I just got off track and talked about how I'm deppressed.

Seb just gained deppression +5


Oh well . Well if you want to can you reccomend some tear inducing movies or video games to me??

So I've been thinking alot recently , mostly negative stuff but some positive but I think that the majority is negative ... OH I JUST POOD A LITTLE BIT THINKING ABOUT IT.


I had a friend called greg he was a bit of a spaz ( not really ) and he was my friend for quite a long time. I used to stick up for him quite alot , even when I shouldnt have really. He was starting to turn into a bit of a chav and we sortof drifted apart but I would still talk to him a bit , but then one day he decided to puch me in the face then procede to walk off with his popular frends that he somehow bribed into being his friend and laughed as he walked . If its not evident already I was quite angry about this fact , so ever since then (about 4 months ) I have tried to get people to see how much of a dick he is. So far I've coaxed all my current friends a girl he liked and the remainder of people he is now friends with... I've also been planning to punch him back to see if he likes it but I'm still waitingfor the right time to do that.

me and a couple of friends also prank called his house at 4 in the morning suffice to say who eve picked up the phone probably didnt enjoy answering the phone at 4 in the morning.


I've also been thinking about my deppression quite alot . I've tried thinking about this from another view point and have come to the conclusion that my deppression is linked to my loneliness. I dont have that many friends and those who I do consider my friends I usually dont feel like talkin to. I have also cone to the conclusion that the lack of "pussay" in my life is also what is caused by it. Girls usually are usually ignorant of me and it is not unusual if a girl who I have known for like ages doesnt know who I am. I like girls they just dont like me...

Another thing I've been thinking about is my education.
"...Oh I didnt learn that from school the only thing I learn from school is that people are arseholes."

yes people (person(?)) thats a quote from me . I dont feel like I learn anything from
school apart from like spanish words . The only thing that I like to try in is english and I have a really old hag of a teacher , which has sortof stabbed my enthusiasm then ran away with its dead carcass thats also been defecated into. I got %66 in a maths test which I'm pleased with supposing that the last judgement my maths teacher made of me was "You are not that smart for a geek" needeless to sayshes a cold heartless bitch.

I shouldnt be using that word , recently I've been trying to be not offensive as I normally would be , largely because I was called in to our headmasters office for shouting "Fetus Eating Competion this way " into a crowd. I can see why that would be offensive but who ever grassed on me must have had a field day explaining what happened.


wow I just looked at everything I've written above and realised how much I wrote. Quite alot I would say. I didnt spell check this one or grammarcheck or check of any kind so its probiboley hella ruph.........

THX 4 REEDIN

I dont think I'm good at writing , but I'm here (again) to write a thing about a thing...



Animal Crossing is a game I have never actually bought with my own money. I always borrow it from
People . Mostly because I'm poor... But also because it's a top game.


List of good things bout animals crossings

Fun
Charming Characters
Wastes time
Dont know


I dont fucking know why I enjoy Animal Crossing I mean its fun , but it's everything that doesnt annoy me in one place and its so fucking tranquil and quiet and calming.

The soothingest thing ever it's literally the best stress reliever.

I had a bad day at school because I said stuff about soldiers and then got called "saddo".

So I went home and played animal crossing and bought a shovel and buried it. Then when I come back from school I will dig it up and have a golden one. Then I ate a whole bag of vegetarian haribo's and made some constellations. THEN I CAUGHT SOME FISHES AND BUGS. I really think that Animal Crossing Lets Go To The Paradise City Where The Grass is Yellow and The Girls Dont Talk To Me Because I Am A Nerd................ Jesus christ.


I'm tired of the same run of the mill shooter, strategy game , RPG , adventure game , sidescroller , Rhythm Game and driving game.

It's different and peacefull . I really want a 3DS just so I can get Animal Crossing . I really think that they should have an Animal Crossing clone on the PC so I can mod the fucking tits off of it.

The simplicity of the controls also is very attractive and pick up and play.

I dont think I have ever been in such suspense for my little bag of polygons to get a bigger house.

The graphics and presentation are "CuTe???????¿??" and beautiful very cartoony and every game should be like it.


If you havent played Animal Crossing you should . If you dont like it YOU ARE A RACIST...



Thanks for reading and sorry for all the grammatical incosistencies (<SPELLING MISTAKE) and spelling mistakes.



Thanks lol bye

Blizzard, you have money , stop taking whats not yours , you didnt fucking make that mod , youre loyal fans did, you fucks,

List of things I'm currently angry at :-
Me not knowing Metronomy were in glasgow
People
My english teacher censoring the word 'fuck'
Me kicking a dung bell on the way to grab earphones
Kids using the word heavy
Small children telling me to get a haircut
People liking bad movies
My new fan not wanting to be installed into my computer
A girl
Jars
This tv show I'm watching about precocious fucks
Me not being able to spell precocious

I think that every time I do a blog I will do a list of things I'm angry at. Cuz I'm angry

Blizzard are suing valve, why,why,oh why,ohwhy...
Blizzard the grandfather of milking, Valve the grandfather of awesome, and father , and son and sperm. (Bias(bias(bias)))

Thoughts on dota 2

Interested to see what valve does with the genre want to see what they will do with the classes.

Thoughts on blizzard

Scummy , money sucking , angel-devils

Blizzard are not well known for suing people over fan made projects.

Its sickening to see a company as big as this to go "Nah thats ours cos it was made on our game, give us some money and we wont give any to the people who made DOTA". I'm guessing Valve arent too happy about this . Valve dont often make games , so let them make them you stuck up sand arsecracked bleeding thrush eating whore.

I think I know why Blizzard is doing this heres a little bit

*Blizzard Headquarters*
Employee:Hey boss guy , a big company is making a game that we should have been making if we werent so occupied with making pandas in a generation old game
Boss Guy:Sue 'em

That's roughly my thoughts on this matter.

Feel free to jump on it , get on it , chupacabrey get on it.

Yes.







A couple of days ago I posted a blog about how I (AYE) never meet gamer girls. YOU ALL HATED IT. I mean I hated it. But CMON .

Thank you for reading it and thank you if you enjoyed it atleast a smidge.

One of the points in the blog was that people hate me. The majority of you hated it .

I'm sure if I were you

Yes.you.

I would have hated it . And would have proceded to punch my keyboard and tell my alternate universe self that you're shot at writing. Ahem.

Since then I played MW3 with a friend. That game is hated by many of many people. I thought and think it's a well rounded game and was fun.


Things I Like:

Sleep
VideoGames
Books
ComicBooks
GraphicNovels
Movies
Writing
Drawing
Being A Cock


Things I hate:
Annoying People
SOPA
Rom-Coms
People
A small Minority of Valve Fans
Minority of Blonde Girls
Crowds
Reddit
Dentist
Doctor
Any Physical Activity
And going out side.

My hate list is bigger than my like list . But dont take my word for it. Ask yourself , when was the last time you were angry at another gamer??

2 seconds . RIGHT NOW. WHERES RACHEL.
Aheme.

See I'm angry just writing this. Nope I'm not angry I'm just ticked off that someone can call me a retard over the Internet then go on to write utter shit . Sorry if you can point out that I'm talking directly about you but you did act like a bit of dick and weirdly enough I don't think I was being that much of a cock so you can probably see why I'm pissed off to the end of my tether.


So yet again thank you for reading(hating) and or liking my shit smear of a writing I did.


Let me just define another problem I have. My idea of a cblog is roughly written and not to be looked at for grammar,spelling or characteristics. So fuck you.no not you.sorry.I love you. Baby.



Sorry about that and all that swearing how bout that guys

Ok last thing write the most hateful comments you can and I'll tell you if I cried or not. Go ahead. WRITE

So I'm a nerd. If you didn't know already on which you're probably new to reading my drivel.


Dungeons and Dragons
Fantasy Books
Sci-Fi books
Video Games that are made by Nintendo ...

Just some of the things that I like . People usually don't like stuff like I do.

* just so you know I writ like three paragraphs but I backspaced them into the sky . They were abit like that whole blog I wrote that was about me not getting to talk to girls.so those are like not there. But the stuff that is written below is about me talking to girls. And failing. And losing faithsss.

This is the bit about gamer girls. Gamer girls are very rare especially in the real life. If this is just me please just tell me. When I was around 11 a thing called the Internet was around. The Internet opened my eyes to girls that actually game. In real life if I hear a girl talking about a video game it's usually something her boyfriend showed her. COD. The least said the better

. A girl I got kind of close to ( a girl that actually let me talk to her without her shouting EWWW) would usually talk about how she played kinect . I once told her about portal and told her about the physics and the humour and the story if I remember she said " That sounds boring" . She's now got a boyfriend and I don't really talk to her. A good place to start is Portal .Girls like portal , I found this out by talking to girl(s).

I only really talked to three girls about portal . The second girl I talked too plays Bejewled. And she's a massive bitch. The third one doesn't need a mention. Because.

I tried to make girls listen to me about nerd shit I like. I once even talked to a girl I sit next to in geography about my D&D character yorrick. She nodded her head and giggled. I can't bring myself to speak to her. I'd probably just embarass myself.

I don't get out much . I think that also harms my ability to speak to people nevermind girls. I mean I can speak to girls. But god fucking help me when I can grow a pair and ask a girl if she wants to go out and grab a coffee. Most girls I know don't like coffee. People hate you seb. People hate me.


THAT WAS REELY HAPPY . I'll add some smiley faces just so you don't laugh at me too much and more at the similey faces.

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Thank you for reading.

Don't care too much.

Sbastian.


Sorry there's no tags for this I get confused sometimes. I'm actually quite smart. Just out of place.