Well I decided I'd do a write up about drugs. For those of you who don't know him, drugs is the grubby little middle-man you must go through to escape your own miserable life. However, I'm talking more about prescription drugs, and how they affect me. I don't care how they affect you, fuck you. Yes you, Jim. Warning, this is boring.
Well, I've got a nice little cocktail every morning that I'm supposed to take daily. It's made up of concerta, effexor, and tylenol 3.
Concerta:
This is the source of all my troubles in my life, but at the same time it's the only solution to the problems it created. It's an ADD medication designed to keep me focused, and to help me accomplish tasks. However, when I was younger I was a pill popping little bastard who ate ritalin like candy, and it caused depression. Every time I take Concerta, I feel miserable, and I sort of just want to die. I don't even WANT to play games, I just want to lay down forever. I tell my Psychiatrist I want to switch medications, and they pretty much just laugh and ignore my request. I'd blame Jim, but that's not what this post it about.
My gaming habit has died severely, and due to my depression, I find it hard to motivate myself to complete even the simplest of tasks in the daily life.
Effexor:
I might not be spelling it right, if not, fuck you. It's an anti-depressant that my Psychiatrist made me take to soothe my anxiety. Which, in case I didn't mention, is amplified ten-fold when taking concerta (see above). So it took me a while, but I got into the groove of taking it every single day, and I started to notice something! I couldn't get off. For about 4 months I had lived without an orgasm. The worst part, is that the medication hardly even helped. However, my mood is a little (VERY MINOR) bit better, and I tend to be more active, which causes me to play less video-games.
Tylenol 3:
I have intense joint pain... <.<
Sorry for boring you, I just need a blog where I can talk about me, and not Jim Sterling. However, he is still a boner biting fuck-salad.
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When I was in elementary my teachers tried to convince my parents that I had ADD and that I needed ritalin. Good thing my dad knew they were full of sh** or I might he havin the same problems or worse.
It sucks though.
In the meantime, play your psychiatrist in Tekken. Chances are they'll have no idea what they're doing, and you can be assured in yourself.
Grow a pair and stop bitching, instead of buying some "mood enhancing" drugs. Fucking lame.
Ever.
king3vbo, be cool man. I'm not even American! You can trust me when I say I'd rather not have to take these drugs, it's just nearly impossible to get by without them. Be cool bro.
I was prescribed anti-depressants after my grandma died because I was sad (go figure) but I kept on feeling worse while taking them and it seriously affected my school work over 6 months. Then, I ran out of pills for a week and in a couple days I felt great.
F**cking medicine and f**cking doctors...
Am I supposed to do that? If so, I'm f*cked.