I feel grumpy today.

I don’t normally do. But, sometimes I feel like I need to stick it to the man. He keeps on bringing me down, you know. I can’t let him get away with it, now can I? I’ve noticed lately that the dumbest, smallest things have made my blood boil. It’s a strange feeling. Sometimes, it might be because of the Beatles ad on my Youtube page, or depressing movies like Requiem for a Dream. I feel like I can’t get my joyful bliss quota nowadays. Maybe it has to do with me not caring about a lot of stuff going on in my life, or just what’s happening on the interwebs in general. I’ve put aside blogging for quite a while, now. I really don’t feel the necessity nor do I have the will to write lengthy blogs, anymore. And to be honest, I would rather play my games and be left alone, rather than jive about useless, convoluted shenanigans or whatever the fuck some people waste their time writing/v-blogging on about.

I’m not having a go. I just think that a few people should stop what they’re doing and start enjoying games for what they really are; entertainment. At the end of the day, it’s a huge waste of time. Enjoy the games you like, and be happy. There’s nothing wrong in debating once in a while, but when it becomes a game of rights or wrongs. It’s not even worth it. Seriously, I simply want to have fun, GO AWAY, I DON’T CARE.

Anyway, it goes to show the commitment I have for this “thing”. It all equates to four righteous lines on my Word document. It seems like I kind of lost track of what I really wanted to say though. Goddamn “real gamers” be tripping on my shit, son. I can’t deal with it. So, yeah… moving along.

My attention span has been at an all-time low these days. I find myself incapable of sitting down for more than an hour to play a video game, (OH NOES!?? Have I become an irresponsible casual gaemrz?!). Well not really, I’m just busy with other things.

Things like:

-Valhalla Rising made me all fuzzy inside. The movie was a wonderful tale of faith and the human condition. I loved it.

-I’ve come to realize that I need more science fiction romances – like Code 46 and Blade Runner—in my life.

-Been rewatching Carl Sagan’s Cosmos on Youtube before going to bed. I’ve never seen a scientist so poetic, and passionate about science. Astronomy is a wonderful thing.

-When I grow up. I want to be just like Cüneyt Arkin.

-Also, The Room will be released on Blu-ray….in f’ing 3D!! Holy fucking shit. And I thought the whole 3D thing was a passing fad. I was so wrong, so, so wrong.

- Kaki King is screwed in my brain. I love her music, you don’t even know. She’s been keeping me sane for the past 2 weeks.

-James Brown is still kicking the ever loving shit out of my soul.

-Minecraft has finally gone into BETA, (though, the leaf decay lag is tearing me apart.)

-The Humble Indie Bundle is a neat thing. You should get it.

-Empire Earth is neat, too. A decade after, and it’s still full of real-time strategy goodness.

-I kinda wish I had more RTS games to play. Anybody has a good franchise to recommend? I’ve been willing to try Rise of Legends, the Perimeter and Supreme Commander games.

-I finally got around The Ricky Gervais show. It’s an incredible waste of time; Karl Pilkington is hilarious. Also, The Office (UK) was pretty neat, as well as Gervais’ new “Science” DVD.


I guess that’s it, then. Still have a month of nothingness before I get back to school, and hopefully get a job afterwards....

Merry Christmas or whatever y’all celebrate. I know I will be doing jack shit, apart from pretending I’m having a good time, (it’s my specialty). I’ll probably be reading a Carl Sagan book, or listening to some Miles Davis, anyway.


"I thought I told you honkeys from the C.I.A. that Black Dynamite, was out of the game."

I feel better now; happy as a dead pig in the sunshine.
I’m out.