Everyone in some point in their life yearns for something they once had. Whether it’s a person they were once close with, a lost loved one or simply some food they haven’t had in a long time. For me the thing I long for is free time. I no longer have as much time as I used to when I was younger. It makes sense that my free time is dwindling. I’m in college now taking classes which occupies about half of the hours in my entire week add homework and things like practicing my trombone, maintaining relations with friends and spending time with family. It doesn’t really leave a lot of free time to do one of my passions. What is it you ask? Well it’s of course playing video games.
Now I could just drop playing my instrument and spend less time with family and friends but I don’t want to. I love making music and I wouldn’t give up the wonderful moments I have with friends and family. I do wish I had more time like I used to when I was a child, to not have tons of responsibility and have deadlines for things but I don’t. I sometimes hate playing games right now not because I think they suck but because I feel like I don’t have enough time to fully enjoy them. That’s one of the reasons why I think games like call of duty and multiplayer heavy games are so popular now in the mainstream market. Those multiplayer matches provide fast fun where I can just pick up the game play some quick matches and then feel like I have had my fun for the day.
Every time I play a game now I feel like I have to beat it quickly before I get more things I have to do like homework or papers. If I don’t do that I end up forgetting what the hell I’m supposed to be doing in the game which makes me want to restart (although newer games are getting better about this providing waypoints or journals that recap info for you) and it also breaks up my experience of the game. Not having enough free time also fills up my backlog without me being able to cut it down because new games are released that I want.
Now this picture right here is what inspired me to write this. Zac Gormans videogame drawings always bring up a certain nostalgia whenever I see them. This particular picture is what made me long for those days when I was younger where I played videogames every day for hours on end. Like I said before I feel rushed now when I play games feeling like I have to go through it without really stopping and admiring the work the developers put into it. When I was younger I’d spend so much time just wandering about my games marveling at the amazing sites the game was able to give me. I’d be obsessed with the game trying to do everything that was put in it by the creators and sometimes when that wasn’t enough I’d create my own stories and that was all because I had time. The last videogame I was able to invest myself in like that was when Chrono Trigger was released on the DS. That was right before I started getting more and more important responsibilities. Have you guys ever felt like your time with videogames are currently being rushed because of not having enough time and trying to fit lots of gaming into a short span of time?