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I play a lot of games I really enjoy those tiny little discs that span me hours of entertainment I mean I like them so much I horde them...
I have an extensive collection; I do trade and sell but that's only if I can bring myself to do so. I play a lot of classics current and awesome games whatever I can pick up

Games Playing- Kingdom Hearts, Fallout New Vegas, Castlevania: Lords of Shadow(trying to force myself to finish it)

Favorite games- Legend of Zelda (all of them; no not the CD-i ones...), Resident Evil Franchise (no spin-offs included), Silent Hill series, Pikmin 1-2, Valves creations (yes, l4d2 included), Killer 7, No More Heroes, and etc...
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8:55 AM on 08.05.2012

I know I am not the most active member in this community. I spend a lot of time being the silent observer, in that I feel I may not be alone. I usually join in the conversations, typically I am ignored, I quite enjoy reading everyone’s blogs but commenting for me has always seemed like a waste because it goes unnoticed. Plus, me being a huge videogame nerd it’s only natural to want to come up with ideas for a blog to discuss topics that are on my mind. It’s also natural I have a huge collection of unfinished blogs (smaller than my backlog of games) with various topics. This blog will be one of the few I finish.


What I'm sure my cousin would hope to become, a bad ass zombie killing machine

Today I woke up with some of the most shocking news one can get when they don’t fully comprehend something. My cousin, Ryan Gustafson, had shot himself in the head, whether or not it was a suicide has yet to be determined due to lack of note. However you don’t only put one bullet in the chamber to go shooting. Let alone my cousin was the most knowledgeable person I knew when it came to firearms and safety of them. Going through boot camp will do that to a person. My cousin was a great guy. That’s all I can say, but I’m not here to give a eulogy. I will keep this brief and to the point (don’t worry it’s video game related). He devoted his life to wanting to serve his country. Unfortunately he was rejected from his venture when it was discovered six weeks into his military training that he had scoliosis. Despite being discharged medically he worked every day to fix it so he could do what he dreamed in life serve the country he loved. He ran every morning at 6 am with his pack strapped to his back for 2 hours. He practiced every form of discipline needed to be part of the military.



Ryan also loved everything there is to love about the military, watching war movies, reading military novels, and playing any shooter involving realistic or even silly military scenarios. He typically played Call of Duty as one may expect. He also loved to play Battlefield, Ghost Recon, Counter-Strike, and America’s Army. He loved to play games that were equally silly in their scenarios, Left 4 Dead for the cooperation aspect, Grand Theft Auto for the fun aspect, and Super Mario Bros. well because it’s Super Mario Bros. how can you deny them? I want to honor my cousin in the most appropriate way for me to, a marathon of playing through every Call of Duty made to this point, playing through an Expert Left 4 Dead 2 campaign, playing 4 matches of Battlefield 3, and going through all of the new Ghost Recon. I would like to put this as a live stream but have no knowledge of doing such a thing. I know many people have an understanding of how to do something such as this. I appreciate any advice and help with setting this up. If there are any proceedings it will go to his family since he was an only child they will need the help going through this difficult time.

I truly wish I had more to say but I simply can’t find the words at this point. So, I want to re thank everyone reading this and any advice given to me to help with this difficult time that has befallen my family. So, Thank You.



R.I.P. Ryan Gustafson he will rest within all of our memories.

Here is one article I know existing to remember my cousin by:

http://ironwoodinfo.com/scouting/scout_articles/eagle_scout_0609/060509_gustafson_eagle.htm



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Sorry to hear, man. My condolonces, sounds like he would've been a great guy.
Very sorry to hear that. I hope you and your family are doing okay.
I'm so sorry for your loss. If you're going to do a charity marathon, I suggest a few things:

1) Do the marathon.
2) Do everything in your power to make sure that everyone knows about it. E-mail game news sites, let us know here, ask gaming figures to mention it on twitter.
3) Make sure you've got a webpage set up that people can go to. Get a system in place for donations, or get a person who can help you do it.
4) Do a little research on for-profit charity donations. You may not be directly profiting, but in the eyes of the government your cousin's parents will be. Figure out what, if any, obligations they may have with the funds they may receive.
5) Do the marathon.

A few years ago, one of my best friends' little brother took his own life. It was an unimaginable horror, because he had always been such a friendly, goofy, caring person, and in a lot of ways I saw parts of myself in him. It's impossible to understand how much of an impact a person makes on the world around him until you see how far the ripples run, how many other people have this sudden and awful hole in their lives. The most important thing that you can do is be there for each other and remember the good things about Ryan. I think the marathon is a great way to honor his memory, and if you can muster up enough support it'd be a good way to help his family as well.
Thanks all for responding it means alot, and thanks ThaJinx I appreciate the tips, sorry to hear about your loss as well.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I've suffered a few losses as well. A very close friend overdosed on us awhile back and I just lost my best friend/Dad a few months back. If you need to talk or vent or whatever, pm me. Listen to the ThaJinx.
I don't know anything about streaming games but I hope you get this up and running. ThaJinx's nonprof research advice is sound, too, from the very little I remember about tax law and related things from studying for the bar exam.

Thank you for sharing and I'll be tuning in when you get your stream up and running.

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