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At the request of reader Rudorlf and in a never ending effort convince everyone possible to give these games an honest try I've decided to try and put together a beginner's guide to the Souls games! I won't go into anything TOO complex since this IS a beginner's guide, but any specific questions you still have can be asked in the comments below! I'll also include Bloodborne in this because it's the new hotness right about now. So let's get started with a few basic questions you may have!

What are the Souls games?

These games are action rpg's. What that means is that you'll be controlling one character from third person PoV with an attack button, a dodge button, etc. You'll kill enemies and be rewarded with “souls” which serve as both currency and experience. When you die you drop these souls at the spot of your death and you must return to that spot to pick them back up. You spend X amount of souls to increase your level by one, which gives you one extra point to put into your attributes, and then the number of souls required to level will increase each time. The Souls games are characterized by the many different ways you can play them, and different playstyles will require different stat allocation.

This can seem daunting, but if all else fails then a simple Vitality, Endurance, and Strength (or Dexterity, your choice) spread will give you your basic sword and board Souls experience in any of the 3 Souls games. The basic playstyle in these games is generally with a melee weapon in one hand and a shield in the other, except for in Bloodborne where your shield will be replaced with a gun that is used to interrupt enemies and set them up for counter attacks.

Do these games have a story?

Actually, despite popular opinion, these games do have quite intricate and interesting stories! The stories are simply not thrust into your face and explained for you. If you want to get the most out of a Souls game then you'll want to talk to every NPC you meet multiple times (until they start repeating dialogue), read item descriptions for everything you pick up, and most importantly pay attention to the world around you. If you finish one of these games and find yourself wanting to learn more then there are many people on youtube who make lore videos designed around teaching you all the great stories in these games that you may have missed.

Just how hard are these games?

The Souls games are challenging but they are by no means unbeatable or only for the most pro of gamers. I find that the main thing that keeps people from trying the Souls games is how difficult they hear they are, and that's a shame. You'll have heard that they're super hard or that they'll make you break your controllers, it's popular to play up the difficulty of these games, but at the end of the day if you give it an honest effort and are willing to learn from your mistakes then anyone can make it through a Souls game. The only thing that will stop you from beating a Souls game is giving up.

Do these games have multiplayer?

Yes! But it's a bit of a unique kind of multiplayer. Simply being online will connect you to others. You'll see messages that people have left (and leave some of your own!), you'll see ghostly figures of others who are playing at the same time, and you can summon others in to help you or be invaded by someone looking to kill you. The specifics of how multiplayer works depends on the game you're playing. Generally you can only summon help while you're in human form, meaning you haven't died recently or have used an item that restores your humanity.

You won't be inviting a friend into your game to help directly, instead by being in human form you'll see glyphs of the ground where other players have left their “summon sign”. By going up to one such sign you can summon the creator of it into your game to help you for a bit. By opening up yourself to co-op you'll also be opening yourself up to be invaded by other players who'd like to come kill you! If that kind of thing doesn't interest you then you can play offline.

Which game should I play?

The obvious answer is whichever looks most interesting to you, but that's probably not much help. Instead I'll tell you a bit about the strengths and weakness of each game so you can decide on your own what order to try them in! The release order is Demon's Souls (DeS), Dark Souls (DS1), Dark Souls 2 (DS2), and Bloodborne. If you wanted you could simply play them in this order and have a good time. Otherwise here's a breakdown of each:

Demon's Souls

Demon's Souls, as the first game of its kind, is probably the most creative and unique of the Souls games, particularly in regards to its world and characters. Locations and people from DeS have influenced every other Souls games, to a surprising degree. Unfortunately DeS also suffers from being the least enjoyable to pick up and actually play through. Its weapon upgrade system is complex to an unnecessary degree and on top of having a pretty harsh equipment burden you also have an inventory limit, meaning that you can only carry a certain amount of stuff with you on your adventures. Dying in this game will also revert you to “soul” form, where your max health is cut in half until you kill a boss or use an item that gives you back your human body.

It has a consumable based healing system, meaning that you'll acquire different types of herbs by playing and you'll use these to heal yourself. There are A LOT of healing items in this game though so you're not likely to run out. It's world is also more disjointed and presented in more of a level by level gameplay experience in that you'll visit world 1-1, 1-2, 2-1, etc, though each world can be done in whatever order you choose. To make up for this, each world is fairly expansive and has shortcuts for you to find and open up to ease your exploration. You also have access to a hub world called the Nexus where you'll return to level up, purchase things, store items, etc.

Dark Souls

Dark Souls 1 takes much of Demon's Souls and tries to perfect it. Many locations and events are inspired heavily by DeS, but this time around the world is a large connected one. The world of DS1 is a layered one, with areas on top of and next to each other that connect back to each other in surprising ways. In addition to upping the weapon and armor variety significantly, it removes the inventory cap, allowing you to carry as much as you want, and makes its equipment burden more lenient and easier to upgrade through leveling. The healing system in DS1 becomes a hybrid experience. You gain an item called an Estus Flask which holds multiple healing charges which refill automatically when you die or sit at a bonfire (Dark Souls' version of checkpoints), and you'll find items called Humanities which can be consumed at any time to give you full life.

Dying in DS1 doesn't cut your health down but instead makes you “hollow” which has no negative side effects other than taking away your ability to summon co-op help. The weapon upgrade system has been toned down a bit compared to DeS but can still be a bit daunting and require you to look up info online if you want to delve deeply into it, though that's not really necessary to get through the game. Having one large world can make it easier to get lost and not know where to go next, but it also does a much better job of rewarding your sense of exploration and discovery.

Dark Souls 2

Dark Souls 2 replaces the layered world of DS1 with more of an expansive world, similar to a Zelda map, where you'll strike off in one direction, come back to the center, and then go off in another. DS2 seeks to tame some of the needlessly complex systems from DS1 while also adding to the variety of playstyles on offer. If you want a playground of different ways to play then DS2 will likely offer you the most variety in that regard, with its addition of powerstancing (viable dual wielding), a smarter pyromancy system, and dark magic as its own style.

DS2 keeps the hybrid healing of DS1 so you'll still have your Estus Flask but instead of the full heal humanities you'll get life gems which are closer to the herbs of DeS except that they heal slowly over time instead of instantly. DS2 also introduces a system where your max health will slowly decrease each time you die, but will never fall below 50% (75% if you have a special ring equipped), but there are numerable items in this game (called Human Effigies) that will restore your max health. Where DS2 falls behind is in its characters and its boss design. While DeS and DS1 have many memorable characters, DS2 has only a couple, with others that should be interesting but feel unfinished. It's bosses can also lack the wow factor of previous installments.


Bloodborne, while not technically a Souls game, takes the core bits of those games and applies them to a new and focused creation. If you want to get the most straightforward and understandable (from a mechanical standpoint) experience then Bloodborne is the way to go. The weapon upgrade system is incredibly straightforward and there is no form of equipment load. This game replaces the playstyle variety of the Souls games with a fast paced, in your face style of combat that handles its weapon options in a “quality over quantity” fashion.

Healing in Bloodborne is done via the use of Blood Vials, which can be found in the environment, dropped by enemies, or purchased at the vendor. You can only hold 20 at a time but any extras you pick up are immediately sent to your storage and auto refill when you die. The world is most similar to that of DS1, in that it wraps around itself, but its setting is wholly unique and fascinating. You also have the return of a hub world with the Hunter's Dream, where you'll level up, buy items, and upgrade weapons. If you find the sheer number of different ways to play the Souls games a bit daunting and want an experience that is build around a specific style of play then Bloodborne is the way to go.

In Conclusion?

Overall you can't really go wrong with which game you choose to play first. They're all fantastic games with different strengths and weaknesses. If there are any more specific questions you have then feel free to ask. Otherwise I hope this has been of some help and will convince some people to take the leap and give these games a shot. Thanks for reading!


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Hey all, sorry I haven't been around very much lately. It's been a very strange and rough few months for me. I wanted to take the time out to tell people what's been going on with me, partly because I wanted to say things to SOMEONE and partly because I really wanted to get something posted since it's been so long. This blog will be part personal and part gaming stuff so maybe there will be a little something for everyone.

First let's get the dumb personal stuff out of the way. As many of you may remember I put my weekly writing on hold earlier in the year. After going about 8 months straight of writing every week I was in desperate need of a break to recharge my creative spark. Unfortunately I was also going through some very bad depression at the time and that hasn't changed by much. If anything not having that bit of creative productivity to look forward to every week may have actually hindered more than it helped.

So, depression. Actually I don't want to go into a whole lot of detail about it, but basically (at least here lately) it's that gnawing feeling of knowing that you're just not accomplishing fucking anything. No matter how hard you push it seems like the only avenues available to you are the shit ones that make you feel like you're giving up and taking the boring way out. I'm gonna do my best to get writing again, even if it's not on a schedule, because I really need to get back that satisfaction from seeing people read what I wrote and discuss it. The feeling of creating something and have it posted on a front page somewhere is one that I got to experience more than I ever thought I would when I first started, but between Dtoid, IGN, and Kotaku I got so many great chances to see what thousands of people thought of my work.

It hasn't just been mental problems though, I've also had some shitty technical problems of late. Basically my PC has reached it's last leg and has become fit for nothing more than internet browsing and the like, because its capacity to game has become nonexistent. Luckily I'm someone who's fucking obsessed with gaming so I have so many other places to play games, but it's a bummer nonetheless. I've also been incredibly sick over this past week which has just been the exact opposite of joy. I'm sure there's other personal stuff that's been holding me down but I honestly can't think of it right now. In any case that means we can talk about the fun stuff! Enter: vidya gams!

So obviously what I've been playing the most lately has been Bloodborne. Holy shit guys that game is a fucking masterpiece. It's beautiful, it's detailed, it's complex, it's horrifying, but most of all: it's fun! To give you an idea of just how much I've played it lately, I have already acquired the Platinum Trophy for the game. (see pic above!) That's 100% achievements for you non-PlayStation folks. I did my first run through as a Skill build (the new Dex) with a weapon called the Threaded Cane, which was a cane that turns into a fucking bladed whip and it is the sexiest weapon in NG.

I beat the game after taking my time to explore fucking EVERYTHING (like seriously, I somehow managed to find all bosses in the game on my first playthrough just from sheer full on hardcore exploration) and then went into NG+ and did it all again with the scythe. For those of you who don't know how NG+ works in these types of games, you keep all your levels and gear and whatnot, but the enemies and bosses get more health, armor, and damage to stay a threat. In Bloodborne's NG+ bosses can actually take longer to whittle down than they did on your first playthrough in many cases.

By the time I completed NG+ I had also already done all the required Chalice Dungeon stuff for trophies and I had originally planned to start an entirely new character for my final trophy run, but upon getting thrust into NG++ I found myself stricken with a terrible, amazing question. “How far do you think I can get in NG++ without dying?” I asked myself. The answer? Most of the way apparently. In fact I began speed-running the game and did not die until reaching the second to last required boss of the game, whom I only died to once and then proceeded to beat NG++ having only taken an hour and some change overall. So basically don't buy Bloodborne, it can be beaten in an hour. Go spend your money on The Order 1886 where you get at least 6 hours of play time! I kid, don't do that, buy this fucking game.

I still standby my previous statement that it is not a Souls game though. If you tell someone that they're getting a Souls game they're gonna have certain expectations that are simply NOT going to be met. You are NOT going to have a million build options available to you, you're not gonna have a bunch of different playstyles, you're not gonna have slow, patient gameplay. Bloodborne is what you WANT from a fantastic developer, it takes the core of their best work and applies it to something new and focused, and what it delivers is phenomenal.

I also played Final Fantasy Type 0. Now that...was certainly a video game. The combat was pretty awesome, and the character models were surprisingly detailed considering its PSP heritage, but that story is just BEYOND insane. It doesn't have very pleasant story telling. The “war documentary” kind of theme it has is very cool, but once I reached the end of the game I still had no fucking idea what had been going on. They were still throwing around words like “agito” and I still had no idea what they meant. At the end of the game one of the main characters said “My head hurts!” and I said “Me too bro, what the fuck is going on here? Why does everyone in this game know what's going on but me?!” Apparently you're supposed to play it a second time to understand it better, so maybe I'll do that at some point.

That Final Fantasy XV demo though? HNNNNG. SO GOOD.

So what else? Hmm. Well I went back and finally completed Xenoblade Chronicles a few weeks ago! What a fucking awesome ride that game was. Other than how annoying the aggro management can be in that game it was a real joy to go through. The story went delightfully nuts towards the end. Much love to that game. Currently on my third attempt to get through Xenogears on my vita. Let me tell you something guys, that game is NOT written well. I mean WOW. There's a part early on where Citan and Sigurd are talking and Sigurd is like “I sensed a darkness in her” and Citan goes “No you must be wrong!” and he fucking says “Remember I was always really good at predicting things like this.” Are you fucking serious with this shit? That's like fanfiction levels of foreshadowing.

The music is pretty rad though, I'll give it that. The combat is kinda interesting is well. But the real reason I decided to go back and give it another shot? I just wanted some crazy mech action. I watched a show called Knights of Sidonia on netflix a few nights ago (it was alright, has potential but some weird problems as well) and it had me itching for some mech gameplay. Not sure what I'll play (or watch!) next. After Bloodborne and Xenogears I may have to play something nice and happy for a change! Who knows!

Edit: Forgot to mention that I've got 20 bucks left over and was thinking of grabbing either Axiom Verge or Helldivers on PS4. Any recommendations? Both look awesome, but with Helldivers I'd have to find people to play with.

Anyway, that's all I can think of at the moment for this update. Hope this has shed some light and maybe been entertaining to read. As I said I'll try and get writing again soon in some capacity because I think I really need it for myself. See you guys soon! Thanks for reading!


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Hey all! Terribly sorry that you haven't heard much from me lately. There have been many reasons for that and I'll do my best to post a write up tomorrow for those curious about what's been going on with me. For today though let's wrap up last month's Band of Bloggers event. Unfortunately we didn't really have many people take part directly in our event, but since I'm the one writing this (and I'm currently sick as hell) I have decided that in my infinite power and wisdom I will include anyone who wrote about anything Zelda related. I'll also be awarding points to anyone who took part. And if you didn't take part? SUCK IT! NO POINTS FOR YOU. Let's get started!

GoofierBrute's Wind Waker Analysis

First up is a write up about the fantastic experience that is Wind Waker. If you haven't played Wind Waker at this point then it's probably because you just can't be trusted to do anything. I mean Jesus Christ people. This game is like 12 years old. WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING? In any case you can count on GoofierBrute to give you a fun break down about all the fine little details that make Wind Waker a great and unique experience in the Legend of Zelda mythos. On account of Goofier's lovely write up, using my Hello Hyrule title, and calling me rad, I award him... a whole bunch of points!

n0signal's Moon Man Masquerade!

Here's quite an interesting and unique take on the monthly assignment! Blogger n0signal decided to write about Majora's Mask, but rather than speak on the game itself he delves into the idea of the faced Moon and the things it may have been inspired by. You may be quite surprised to learn of older version of the creepily faced floating hunk of rock! The Moon was always one of my favorite parts of MM, not just because it has a creepy face but also when you get to visit it and it has this weird dream realm in it. Crazy stuff! For a unique write up and a cool Hello Hyrule logo on top of his blog, I award n0signal.... a bucket of points!

Preposterous Whitey's Earful

When you think of Legend of Zelda what's the first thing that comes to your mind? A princess in danger? An annoying fairy? HYAAAA? Well for Preposterous Whitey the answer is very clear: Bunny Ears! Have a seat and let PW tell you why having long glorious bunny ears is the most important part of Majora's Mask. I don't think I've ever heard such an endearing case for a headband with some rabbit ears on it but this man is dedicated! Personally I'm more of a Zora mask guy, I like the bone fish guitar. To each their own I say! For a fun and different take on the assignment I award Preposterous Whitey with... some points!

Noir Trilby Corrects the Mistake of Not Liking Majora's Mask

Noir Trilby gives us a more traditional write up about his experiences with Majora's Mask, but that's perfectly fine because he has some interesting things to say! NT weaves us a tale about his first time playing MM back on the GameCube release and not being able to get into it. He then uses the fantastic line “So, play the Song of Double Time to 2015” and tells us all about how he revisited the game in the recent remaster. It's always nice to see people gain appreciation for such a fantastic game! No game is for everyone, so there will always be great games that some people just don't connect with, but we can relish moments like these regardless. For his new-found MM appreciation, I award Noir Trilby... a cup of points!

Agent9's Story Time!

Agent9 drops by this month to tell us about his favorite part of Majora's Mask; the stories! Learn about the tales of Darmani, Romani, and more! One thing that Majora's Mask did fantastically was filling it with so many great smaller stories that you got to experience as you explored the strange landscape of Termina. The whole experience is very surreal, and that's one thing that I really dig in games. For a fun little story time I award Agent9 with... 9 points. But big ones. Like, palm of your hand sized points.

Rico the Penguin's Link the Lady

Our final write up comes from the mind of a penguin named Rico. Odd name for a penguin, but who am I to judge? Rico gives us quite a nice double write up. First he tells us his feelings on the subject of Link's gender and it's importance (a stance that I myself would agree with!) and then gives us a great little fan fiction of an example of how the legend of Link could be broken to experiment with new things for the story! It's a very intriguing piece and I quite enjoyed it. I've always thought it would be cool if we got a Zelda story that worked in a Serge/Lynx way from Chrono Cross where they swap bodies and you have to deal with everyone thinking you're the bad guy. Have Ganon steal Link's body and tarnish his reputation while you're stuck doing good deeds as Ganon. Could be cool! For Rico's lovely write up I award him...pockets full of points! Oh dear, do penguins have pockets? I sure hope so, your point total will depend on your pocket size.

Edit: I missed one! Terribly sorry Shade!

ShadeOfLight's SeaOfSights

 Good guy ShadeOfLight managed to sneak in a Wind Waker piece that flew right under my radar with it's title, but here you'll find a great write up about the biggest thing that makes Wind Waker great (from a gameplay perspective): the exploration! Exploring the Great Sea on your fabulous little ship is one hell of a beautiful and satisfying experience. You'll get to visit many different little islands and see so many sights that just really make this wonderful world feel that much more fleshed out. Sea exploration can be difficult to pull off in a game but Nintendo really managed to make something special in Wind Waker. As an apology for missing Shade's great piece in the original posting; I award him a single golden point. May you treasure it always.


And that's been your March roundup for Band of Bloggers! As for the future of the event, I honestly don't know. I've been going through a bunch of issues and Scholarly has his new job and I haven't gotten a chance to speak to Dream yet so I'm not sure what will come next, but if you have any ideas, suggestions, concerns, or whatever feel free to leave them below! Thanks for reading!


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Hello my friends! Your regular host Scholarly Gamer is a bit busy and so I am here to introduce the new month's BoB event! Last month's Fallout theme had a solid turnout and we'd like to thank all of you for participating. We had so many people jump in initially and show their support for the idea and then some of you even managed to get some blogs written about your experiences, and each of those blogs was great fun to read!

We'll try to get a good recap of last month's blogs done soon, but for now let's get started on March's Band of Bloggers:

Hello, Hyrule!

With this still being a pretty new event we're trying a new approach this month. This time around we're just going to assign the Zelda series as a whole and you can pick and choose which one or ones you'd like to write about! Wanna write about your experiences in the Majora's Mask remake? Go for it! Wanna compare and contrast a few different ones? Even better! Write about as many of them as you like in any format you find interesting. You folks got incredibly imaginative with last month's assignment so we look forward to seeing what you can put together this time around!

If you're not familiar with what's going on then consider it a bit of a video game book club, except this month instead of us all playing a single specific game you have a whole series to choose from! Over the course of March we'd like you to go out and play any and all Zelda titles that your heart desires. If you've wanted to replay any older titles or have been putting off that Majora's Mask 3D run then here's your chance to join others and knock em out over the course of the month.

Before the month ends just come on back to Destructoid's Community Blogs and tell us about your experiences! Get creative with it! There are no rules set for your blogs, so just have fun with it and show us what you can do. As always if you have any feedback or suggestions for the event going forward then please let us know. Scholarly, Dream, and I want to make this as solid and enjoyable of an event as possible. So thanks for the support guys, and thanks for reading!


Hey folks! It's been a bit since I wrote, so I apologize that this return is both a bit late AND a bit short, but by god I helped start this event and I will participate in it. A combination of physical, mental, and technical problems have made it difficult to play as much of Fallout as I'd have liked but with around 15 hours in my current playthrough I think I can say enough. So now, to offset the lovely things everyone has had to say about their trips through the wasteland, allow me to tell you why this game is fucking shit.

Fallout: New Vegas is an absolute mess. I got shot in the head, woke up in a doctor's office with a magic science machine that let me change my face, and answered some questions about inkblots that gave me perks that I immediately swapped out to things I would actually use. I ventured outside, sun blinding my fancy new eyes, and learned how to shoot a godawful rifle at lizard things and helped a complete stranger gather the town's forces together to fight off the evil prisoners from across the street.

Now a fully fledged idol to the most boring shit town in the wastes I ventured out on my own, ready to begin my pokemon adventure! I walked across the street, saw more prison folk who were now none too happy to know me thanks to my (apparently quick to spread) reputation for killing their companions, and proceeded to murder them in self defense, gaining the dumbest nonexistant mechanic I have ever seen: KARMA! Murdering the inmates who may have simply joined the powder gangers because they had nowhere else to go gave me good karma. Stealing their stuff from the boxes around their corpses gave me bad karma. WAT. Murder all you like but please for the sake of all that is holy don't steal from them! What does karma actually do? WHO KNOWS!

There are other lovely mechanics that DO matter though, and boy are they fun! You very quickly learn from the game that you can only carry so much in your inventory. Don't wanna overburden yourself! Understandable I say. I'm only one man. I start to walk off and the game calls out to me “Oh, by the way! Did I mention that everything you use is in a constant state of decay and the primary way to repair it is to carry around multiple copies of the same weapons and armor so that you can use them to repair each other? So have fun carrying 4 shotguns around!” I'm starting to understand why my poor character is full of anger and ready to murder.

FNV is the story of a courier on the edge. By the way, did you know you played as a courier? Cuz I'll be damned if it was ever relevant in my time with it! I didn't get to deliver SHIT. If ANY game was gonna have fetch/delivery quests surely this would be the one! The most courier-esque job I did for anyone was a sniper lady who asked me to check out and report back on the status of a lovely whoretown called Nipton that was apparently on flames, and not of the rock and roll variety. No hurry though, take your time. Upon arriving at my destination I was met with crucifixions and a group of people who apparently really liked to cosplay as centurions.

They had decided to murder everyone in town for reasons and so I tried to murder them, but that didn't go well. Any of the 5 times. I made the tactical choice to be a little bitch and let the group go about their merry way and proceeded to loot the remains of the previous inhabitants, making my way through their houses and their rather large town hall, until something new happened. As I made my way to the top of the town hall and explored the mayor's room, I unlocked his closet and looted his stash of ammo and weapons to the point that I became over encumbered. I began dropping stuff I'd never use, but accidentally dropped a useful piece of armor which fell behind the mop bucket. I jumped onto the mop bucket to retrieve said armor and became stuck in the mop bucket.

After hours of killing deadly radioactive beasts and humans and solving problems, the biggest obstacle I met over the course of my time with the game was a mop bucket. I was unable to jump or move around. I attempted resting to see if it would maybe be fixed after waking up, but nope all it did was eat my autosave. Not content to load my quicksave from outside town I began tossing dynamite and grenades at my feet, at which point I discovered that my character was a fucking champ. Even in the face of point blank explosions he was perfectly fine to sit there and just grunt a bit. After many explosions I finally fell from the mortal coil and reloaded inside of the bucket. BUT WAIT! PRAISE CHINESE JESUS I COULD JUMP NOW!

I saved the shit out of that game and made my way outside town hall and began to finally finish exploring the town. Oh wait, no I didn't, because upon trying to walk into one of the small houses in town I suddenly began bouncing uncontrollably for no reason whatsoever. Just bouncing constantly, unable to stop, and unable to fast travel or anything because I couldn't “do that while jumping or falling.” I literally now had the opposite problem of what I had been suffering from just 3 minutes earlier. I bounced so much that my game crashed.

So why, through all of these things, do I still want to go back for more? I met all kinds of people and did all kinds of jobs on the rest of my trip through the wastes. I got Walker Texas Ranger pardoned so he could run a roller coaster town with his own brand of street justice, I helped some zombie folks fix a rocket so they could go to space to meet god or some weird shit, I helped a sniper lure a sweet old lady out in front of a t-rex so he could murder her because she was actually a pimp in the slave business apparently.

I did all kinds of stupid shit in that desert, and I'll be damned if I for some stupid reason don't want to go and do more. Fallout: New Vegas is a mess of a game, but it sure can be an enjoyable mess. Hope you enjoyed this incredibly dumb take on the blog assignment, and thanks for reading.


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Hey guys, it's your old buddy / internet acquaintance / random stranger Fenriff here with a bit of an update on my weekly writing. A lot of you may not realize this but I've been doing my weekly piece for about 8 months now! That's 8 months of writing a new piece every single week (with the exception of the one week my internet was out) and it's never been news or anything; it's all been stuff that I could think of on my own off the top of my head. I gotta tell you; it's starting to tax me a little bit.

Now don't get me wrong, I've had a fun time with it, and I've gotten WAY more feedback and comments and attention overall than I ever expected to. You guys have really gone above and beyond with your support, even those of you who just clicked and read without realizing that you were reading the same guy you've read before. Over the course of these 8 months I've been on the front page of IGN once (as well as being their Community Spotlight a separate time), the front page of Destructoid once, and the front page of Kotaku 6 times!


Even when I wasn't on a front page there were always those of you willing to have great discussions with me about my writing. I think my Breath of Fire Series Retrospective was probably the first time that I really felt like I was doing something right, because a lot of people came out of the woodwork to talk about that series with me. Which was a huge relief by the way because I played through every one of those games over the course of two weeks for the sake of writing that! I took notes!

I've written my thoughts on industry practices, my opinions on mechanics, I've poured my heart out about some of my favorite games, I've written lists, I even did full on reviews early on! So much writing and every week seems to fly right by and then it's time to write again. So what's all this about? Basically I've been starting to get a bit burnt out here lately. It's difficult to think of something creative and original to write about every single week and I don't want to get to a point where I feel like I'm forcing myself. I had actually written a whole piece about video game romance for today because of Valentine's this week and I just tossed it because it didn't feel like I actually had anything to say.


So what am I doing? Quitting? Not necessarily. It's important to me that this stay fun and engaging for me. The minute it starts to feel like I'm forcing myself to do it then it loses it's shine. This isn't something I do for a living, I've never gotten paid to write anything, it's just a hobby and a way to express myself. So I'm taking a break! Not from writing in general, just from doing it on a set schedule. If I sit and write something I want it to be because I felt inspired to do it and because I have something I want to say, not because I feel like someone out there will be disappointed in me if my blog doesn't show up that week.

So the weekly piece is on hold for a while. Season 1 of it has come to a close we'll say. You'll still see me around, creeping through blogs and probably leaving more comments on everyone else's stuff rather than worrying so much about my own. Whenever I come up with something I want to write about I'll write it, so when you see me pop up in the future you can know that I've got something to say and I'm not going through the motions. Thanks everyone for your support thus far and I look forward to writing more for you in the future!


Thanks for reading.