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Take a look around the internet. The review scores for GTA4 are through the roof. It's really mind blowing when you think about it. No really, think about it all. Take it all in. Most of the industry will tell you that it's one of the greatest games of all time, that it's a revolutionary title and all that jazz. That we'll remember it 10 years down the road.

What a crock of shit.

I stopped playing it a little while back. About 2 weeks ago, actually. I couldn't tell you why honestly. It's not that the game is bad, on the contrary it truly is a great game. But what is missing? Perhaps it's just me. I cannot explain this for the life of me. There the game sits, waiting for me to love it, to play it, hell, just to touch it. But I can't.

WHY??? This was supposed to be something special, an amazing and transcendent game and experience, a work of art. Naturally I figured it would suck me in and never let me go, as San Andreas did before it. That did happen at first, but then it all went to shit.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN PLAYING INSTEAD OF GTA 4?

Halo 3.

PLEASE SAVE ME.

Anywho, life sucks right now. I have been looking for a job, not blogging enough, and to top it off, I just spent 2 hours straight playing AEGIS WING two days ago trying to get some stupid, worthless achievement for like 20g. God I feel pathetic.

Also, I've made good friends with Jager and Meister tonight. They kept me company through the endless onslaught of crappy matches in Halo 3 these past few hours. And I also made my wife play Tetris so I could go on the internets. Isn't I special?

I'm going to go play some more Halo. And maybe die a slow death.

Oh wait, I'm already doing that.......

I miss my daily Dtoid blogging.

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PS: I can't remember the last time I was up all night. The fucking birds are singing and chirping now. I must be losing it....

PSS: This is a waste of your time and space, but it's 5am EST so seriously, let's all stfu.